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Episode 148 10th Commandment 15 Conclusion (Part1)

Russ answers some Email and starts the approach to land the plane of the tenth Commandment. Part 1 of 2Exodus 20:17 Contemporary English Version (CEV) 17Do not want anything that belongs to someone else. Don't want anyone's house, wife or husband, slaves, oxen, donkeys or anything else. con.clu.sion [kuhn-kloo-zhuhn], noun;1. the end or close; final part.2. the last main division of a discourse, usually containing a summing up of the points and a statement of opinion or decisio ...

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Episode 148 10th Commandment 15 Conclusion (Part1)

Russ answers some Email and starts the approach to land the plane of the tenth Commandment. Part 1 of 2Exodus 20:17 Contemporary English Version (CEV) 17Do not want anything that belongs to someone else. Don't want anyone's house, wife or husband, slaves, oxen, donkeys or anything else. con·clu·sion [kuhn-kloo-zhuhn], noun;1. the end or close; final part.2. the last main division of a discourse, usually containing a summing up of the points and a statement of opinion or decis ...

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Episode 147 - The 10th Commandment, Conformity 2

Exodus 20:17 The Message (MSG) 17 No lusting after your neighbor's house—or wife or servant or maid or ox or donkey. Don't set your heart on anything that is your neighbor's. The WHY under the, what.Is 10th Commandments message a warning about unseen conformity?

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Episode 146 - The 10th Commandment and Conformity.

A real life look at the social pressures to stay stuck and the reality of breaking the 10th commandment.con·form·i·ty from Dictionary.com noun, plural -ties. 1. action in accord with prevailing social standards, attitudes, practices, etc. 2. correspondence in form, nature, or character; agreement, congruity, or accordance. 3. compliance or acquiescence; obedience.Exodus 20:17 T ...

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Episode 145 – 10th Part 12 Zombies and Living Dead Things

My, not blind faith becoming a Christian (not a Blood sucking religious person) because of statics mathematics and irreducible complexity. Truth is what really made me a believer? Hurt can build a stoney crusty layer around the heart, if we choose to numb ourselves in the midtst of pain the result is zombieland. Feeding on flesh without careing. Taking from others with out love, shark attitude rather then servant. Why in zombie land is there more flesh eating sharks then humble ...

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Episode 144 – 10th Part 11- Beauty and the layers!

The youtube show? How does a shallow worldview of beauty lead to bitterness? What are defining moments that shape our lives? And how does stubbornness in keeping things safe and comfortable lead to a lack of heart change? “The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard,but must be felt with the heart.” ~ Helen Keller

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Episode 143 – 10th Commandment 10 Wait, so… What is beautiful?

What is beautiful? So what is your object of beauty?Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's wife? What if shes hot? beau·ti·ful [ bytəf'l ]  pleasing to senses: very pleasing and impressive to look at, listen to, touch, smell, or taste excellent: very good or enjoyable beau·ti·ful·ly ADVERB beau·ti·ful·ness NOUN Word Key: Synonyms See good-looking. Encarta World English Dictionary"Before I can preach love, ...

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Episode 142 - 10th Part 9 Steve and I

Just when you think your content, life gets messy and painful.Truth is life is short. And life is being poured out every day as time goes by.A special show with a closer look at Steve Jobs. What can we glean from this man and what can he teach us about overcomming addictions having a purpose driven life?

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Episode 141 – The 10th Part 8 Good Grief

“People invented religion to explain certain regularities in the behaviors of nature.” ”It is just that He doesn't intervene” - Quotes by Steven Halking.Acts 10:38-39 New King James Version (NKJV) 38 how God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Spirit and with power, who went about doing good and healing all who were oppressed by the devil, for God was with Him. 39 And we are witnesses of all things which He did both in the land of the Jews and in Jerusalem, w ...

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Episode 140 – 10th part 7 - Functional Savior Queens

Unwanted behaviors are like ants. Most people spend the bulk of their energy squishing the ants on the surface. When it’s the queen ants under the surface that give birth to all the ants we see on the surface.Foo Fighters lyrics "All My Life"All my life I've been searching for somethingSomething never comes never leads to nothingNothing satisfies but I'm getting closeCloser to the prize at the end of the rope“Do you wish to rise? Begin by descending. You plan a tower that will pi ...

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Episode 139 – 10th Part 6 - Functional Saviors

Episode 139 – 10th Part 6 - Functional SaviorsThe theology behind the psychology of addiction, are we looking for salvation, a God or object of worship? Or do we just need a little Shelter?Addiction?! Functional!? Yes because it worksÂ… for a little while.Gimme Shelter lyrics, Rolling Stones - Oh, a storm is threatening My very life today If I don't get some shelter Oh yeah, I'm gonna fade away. “Courage is a kind of salvation.” - Plato Â“At every crisis in one's life, ...

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Episode 138 - The 10th Part 5 - The Anatomy of a Desire.

Okay Im addicted, wait he's not an addict how do I get what he has? Is this self help covetousness? Does the same system work for everyone? If some of the roots of addiction are a strong, stubborn, habitually reacurring desire, then approach is the right one to take towards life change? There's many systems and doctrines that offer hope. They can't all the right can they?

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Episode 137 – 10th Part 4 Functional hell.

How much Hell can I take?! Dose God even care about the situation IÂ’m in?!Am I in earthbound hell? How much does Love have to hurt?!C.S. Lewis The Problem of Pain QuotesÂ…"Love is something more stern and splendid than mere kindness.” "Be sure that the ins and outs of your individuality are no mystery to Him; and one day they will no longer be a mystery to you.""It is in their 'good' characters that novelists make, unawares, the most shocking self- revelations.""The heart n ...

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Episode 136 - 10th Part 3 - Never leave or forsake you.

In the reality of Micro disasters, On the eve of Dr. PiperÂ’s prostate surgery, he wrote an article titled Â“DonÂ’t Waste Your Cancer”.  As I walk among the ruins in Haiti and in Japan, his words ring in my ears, applied to the context of natural disasters, “You will waste your cancer [disaster] if you believe it is a curse and not a gift.”  In the midst of devastation, is that possible?  What does that even look like?Hebrews 13:5New King James Version (NKJV ...

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Episode 135 10th Part 2 Satisfaction, Motivation and Commitment.

How can be encouraged and developed? And what is really driving us? “When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.”Helen Keller

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Episode 134 The 10th Part 1, God given attributions and personal characteristics.

Episode 134 The 10th Commandment Part 1Artists RenderingÂ… God given attributions and personal characteristics.What if we already posses what it takes to live free? The tenth commandment states...“Thou shalt not covet thy neighbors house, thou shalt not covet thy neighborÂ’s wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbors (NKJV)This episode in remembrance of Amy Winehouse (14 September 1983 - 23 July 2011)

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Episode 133 TBT Russ Concludes the 9th Commandment, Breaking Russ Shaw 2011.

There is a way things just are, the Old Testament law is a giving the truth of how the creator of the universe designed things to be. This is Good news, Right? Breaking the cycle of addiction is much like breaking a horse. Or breaking Russ Shaw.

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Episode 132 Independence Day 2011

Summer 2011 Challenge! Define Freedom!free·dom/ 1. The power or right to act, speak, or think as one wants without hindrance or restraint. 2. Absence of subjection to foreign domination or despotic government.

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Episode 131 The 9th Commandment TBT 4 Email and Evelyn Salt!

Identity, Sexual integrity, unwanted same sex attraction and persevering through the truth of who we really are! Russ goes over some listener email and answers in discreetly through the metaphor of kick ass film Salt.Salt, Angelina Jolie stars as Evelyn Salt, a CIA officer who swore an oath to duty, honor, and country. When she is accused by a defector of being a Russian sleeper spy, Salt goes on the run to clear her name and ultimately prove she is a patriot. Using all he ...

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Episode 130 The 9th Commandment TBT 3 Email response show.

TBT3, Russ answers some email and goes over some notes on the 9th commandment from the lectures by Dr. John Frame. TBT? A lie does not have to be true to make a deep devastating impact. It simply has to be believed. Realizing sexual addiction is a symptom of a deeper infection. Healing from it is going to require focusing the bulk of our efforts on treating the infection over the symptoms. And seeing where we have traded truth for a lies.

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Episode 129 The 9th TBT 2 Psychopathology, Medication and Addiction.

Truth Be Told! I donÂ’t want to do the things I keep doing! HELP! Listener asks via Email question; could my compulsive sexual behavior a symptom of an abnormal or maladaptive psychological disorder? Can psychotropic medications help get this monkey off my back?Truth from a reliable source on the subject, Yale university.

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Episode 128 The 9th Commandment Part 6 TBT Getting Help.

Cognitive Dissonance is the feeling of uncomfortable tension which comes from holding two conflicting thoughts in the mind at the same time.Addiction is that dissonance in the soul. I donÂ’t want to do the things I keep doing! HELP! Truth Be ToldÂ… Can we take a good hard honest look at how we solve the dissonance of unwanted behavior?

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Episode 127 – The 9th and the Truth about Redemption, Mike Wilkerson interview.

Faith and theology meet the real life world of woundedness, Recovery and addictions.My interview with Mike Wilkerson, one of the leaders and founders of Redemption groups at Mars Hill Church in Seattle, about his new book, Redemption: Freed by Jesus from the Idols We Worship and the Wounds We Carry.

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Episode 126 - The Ninth Commandment & Exposing the lies of the beautiful people.

Exposing the lies of the beautiful people is really revealing our own "dogmatic assumptions". Faith is not ultimately found in intellectually stuffing doctrine in from the outside. Faith takes root in the heart and grows from the inside out. That growth takes place when an individual, behind their own eyes (not diverting off into the cup and ball trick of OPM other peoples morality) has the courage to examine their own individual heart effects and realize what they ...

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Episode 125 The 9th Commandment… The Death of an Enemy.

Addiction... My Own Worst Enemy? What about other people in the world? Should we celebrate the death of another humen being who is our enemy?

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Episode 124 – The 9th Commandment, The Truth about history.

Relapse happens when we put second things first. Change the heart and behavior follows. Change behavior first and the heart will eventually do what it wants to do, over being forced to do what it begrudgingly has to do. CS Lewis - "You don't get 2nd things by putting 2nd things 1st! You get 2nd things by putting first things first."St. Augustine - "Put God on the throne of your heart and do exactly what you want to do"

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Episode 123 - The 9th Commandment (Part 1) Truth, lies and the short perception span.

Exodus 20:16 (New King James Version) 16 Â“You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor.  true Adjective: In accordance with fact or reality: "a true story"; "of course it's true". Verb: Bring (an object, wheel, or other construction) into the exact shape, alignment, or position required.1781                        &n ...

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Episode 122 Ending 8th and Starting 9th (Part 3 of 3) Placing hope in and walking toward real freedom.

One's daily surface identitys authenticity occurs when one's emotional expression is let out and put on display. Feelings build up and rush out of the heart like a fire hose. Many times for the addicted person, Its exposing the fact that; where we are rooted is not deep enough to insure any sense of long term fullness, rest or security. Hope needs to be placed in a deeper foundation of solid truth.Lifehouse broken lyrics:I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathingWith a broken heart tha ...

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Episode 121 Ending 8th starting 9th Part 2 from Steal and/or Lieing to Recovering the truth.

Mark 4:22 (New King James Version) For there is nothing hidden which will not be revealed, nor has anything been kept secret but that it should come to light.Quotes from the film “Inception” Cobb: What is the most resilient parasite? Bacteria? A virus? An intestinal worm? An idea. Resilient... highly contagious. Once an idea has taken hold of the brain it's almost impossible to eradicate. An idea that is fully formed - fully understood - that sticks; right in there somewhere.  ...

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Episode 120 – Concluding the 8th starting the 9th Part 1

You know that it would be untrue You know that I would be a liar If I was to say to you Girl, we couldn't get much higher Come on baby, light my fire Come on baby, light my fire Try to set the night on fireThe time to hesitate is through No time to wallow in the mire Try now we can only lose And our love become a funeral pyre Come on baby, light my fire Come on baby, light my fire How do we stop stealing when stealing ...

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Episode 119 – Theft and Disgrace, Guest author of Rid of my Disgrace, Justin Holcomb

'I thought I had gotten over the abuses in my past'—I had forgiven my abusers, stopped feeling like a victim, and felt like I was a stronger person. After reading Rid of My Disgrace, I realized there were still underlying issues I hadnÂ’t dealt with that were preventing me from getting close to other people and, worst of all, preventing me from having a deeper relationship with God. Each chapter not only discussed each emotion that had been secretly weighing on me, but also sh ...

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Episode118 - Stolen Valentines Day 8th Commandment (Part 6)

Proverbs 5 and Cultural Normative conformity.Love, Marriage, Men, Wives and perfect?! 19 a lovely deer, a graceful doe.Let her breasts fill you at all times with delight;be intoxicated always in her love.20 Why should you be intoxicated, my son, with a forbidden woman and embrace the bosom of an adulteress? 

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Episode 117 - Valentines day Theft! (Part 1) Proverbs 5 (8th Part 5)

Valentine's Day can be fraught with danger of identity theft.Proverbs 5 (ESV)Proverbs 5:1 My son, be attentive to my wisdom;incline your ear to my understanding,2 that you may keep discretion,and your lips may guard knowledge.3 For the lips of a forbidden woman drip honey,and her speech is smoother than oil,4 but in the end she is bitter as wormwood,sharp as a two-edged sword.5 Her feet go down to death;her steps follow the path to  ...

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Episode 116, 8th Commandment (Part 4) ID Thief (Part 2)

Dr. Tim Keller says in the book "The Reason for God":Sin is the despairing refusal to find your deepest identity in your relationship and service to God. Sin is seeking to become oneself, to get an identity apart from him. . . . Most people think of sin primarily as “breaking divine rules,” but Like the Danish philosopher Kierkegaard knows that the very first of the Ten Commandments is to “have no other gods before me.” So, according to the Bible, the primary way to define sin is ...

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Episode 115 The 8th Commandment - Identity Theft?!

My faith is not in the hackersÂ’ ability to crack my encryption attempts.My faith is in the One who has redeamed me and my knolage of that keeps me safe. Therefore my own efforts at protecting myself are minimal at best. Either He is our Keeper, or He isnÂ’t. Yes, we should not be presumptuous and should use Common Sense, but we have lost sight of what true common sense is. How do we define LOVE? And as a result, how will we demonstrate LOVE in response? If we are driven by dar ...

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Episode 114 – The 8th Commandment (Part 2) Robbing for Survival?!

Why do people steal? And what doses robbing for survival have to do with sexual integrity? Are we prolonging our recovery with short term trigger removal? Are we hopeless with all the triggers in the world? Russ addresses some secrets of long term sexual integrity. John 10:10 The thief comes only to kill steal and destroy, I come that they may have life and have it more abundantly. - Jesus

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Episode 113 – The 8th Commandment, Part 1

Exodus 20:15 (King James Version) Thou shalt not steal.Change and/or theft. Growth in to full life or short term theft for needs met today! Do we take what has not been worked for to seal in a sense of short term comfort and escape from that we fear?Deeper social norms, breaking the habit of “its out there”Proverbs 22:3 The prudent sees danger and hides himself,but the simple go on and suffer for it.4 The reward for humility and fear of the Lord is riches and ...

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Episode 112 / Ending the 7th preview to start up the 8th

The John Frame notes on the 7th and 8th commandment in the scope of sexual ethics.Why would we what to stealing what is free?  Inception is a 2010 American science fiction and psychological thriller film written, produced, and directed by Christopher Nolan. The main character Cobb is offered a chance to regain his old life in exchange for an almost impossible task: inception, the planting of an idea into one's subconscious.

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Episode 111 Intense Love The 7th Commandment (Part 6)

Is sin cheating on God? If Jesus is close and involved in our day by day lives. Then how does our relationship with him stay faithful.  Ephesians 2:4-10 But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ by grace you have been saved and raised us up with him and seated us with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, so that in the coming ages he might show the imme ...

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Episode 110 – Emo Affairs?! A wide angle look at adultery.

With the startling increase in emotional affairs, let me reveal some of the motives of the heart under the surface and expose the fule tank of our desires for such “affairs” and why it is actually breaking the 7th commandment and on a real intimate heart level it is one of the most painful forms of adultery. Recommitting our Hearts to a "till death do us part" attitude.A shout out to rememberingourvows.com and kenbirks.com

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Episode 109 – The 7th Commandment – Adultery

What is Adultery? And what is spiritual debt? Adultery is one of the bloodiest of sins. ItÂ’s a sin that literally breaks the heart of the offended party. Requiring the offender to be sentenced to a painful heart level response  “what have I become?” and more importantly “who am I going to be now?”Adultery –noun, plural -ter·ies. voluntary sexual intercourse between a married person and someone other than his  ...

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Episode 108 - The 7th Commandment - What really is an affair?

Defining affairs and adultery! What does it really mean to break the 7th Commandment?Why do some churches focus so much energy on divorce care?"Thou shalt not commit adultery" Exodus 20:14. This has always been God's law!

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Episode 107 The 7th Commandment (Part 2) The Vampire Metaphor (Part 2)

The 7th Commandment SeriesÂ… The Vampire Metaphor (Part 2)Adultery; What does it mean to cheat on God our creator and the lover of our soul? car·di·ol·ogy (kär′dē äl′ə jē) Nown; The branch of medicine dealing with the heart, its functions, and its diseases.3 Heart clogging Vampires to put to death! 1. The Quitting, Checking out, Abandoner.2. The Isolator with attacks of desolation and Withdrawn, self imposed Aloneness.3. The Me First Blood ...

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Episode 106 – The 7th Commandment (Part 1) – The Vampire Metaphor (Part 1)

The first of the 7th Commandment seriesÂ… Vampire Metaphor!God Smack - Vampires LyricsFew creatures of the night have captured our imagination like vampires...What explains our enduring fascination with vampires?What is it about the vampire myth that explains our interest?Is it the overtones of sexual lust, power, control?I attempt to answer this question as well as so history of the Vampire Myth.Repentance is putting to death the life draining, blood sucking vampire nature in all o ...

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Episode 105 – Gearing up for The 7th Commandment.

What is the plan for the 7th commandment?Pit Bulls and Nannies and What is a short perception span? Romans 3 (amp bible) 28For we hold that a man is justified and made upright by faith independent of and distinctly apart from good deeds (works of the Law). [The observance of the Law has nothing to do with justification.]     29Or is God merely [the God] of Jews? Is He not the God of Gentiles also? Yes, of Gentiles also,     30Since it is one and the sam ...

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Episode 104 The 6th Commandment (Part 4) short term vs. Long term Victory! ex-addict, War Metaphor! (Part 2)

Air War and ground War! Action and Heart. Ending the 6th commandment on and encouraging note! ItÂ’s not what you do but who you are. Who your are changes what you do from the inside out.Air war is seeing a hostile area flying in to attack it from the air. To declare War on my enemy!Ground war is getting to the hostile area and dropping troops to gather intelligence about it from the ground.Air War = Having the courage to take action!Ground War = having the courage to let Jesus cha ...

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Episode 103 - The 6th Commandment (part 3) War Metaphor!

Yes, Do it! Commit to the process! Get up and Fight! Never Quit!And what does it mean to be addicted to war?!When it comes to fighting sexual addiction what is the air war and ground war?Getting honest about fighting the systems that lead to relapse. Behavior and heart! Painting beliefs on the canvas of reason!

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Episode 102 the 6th commandment (part 2) A conclusion of self.

A Breaking of the Sixth Commandment by the act of a human being intentionally causing his or her own death. As a former deeply, powerfully addicted sex addict Russ shares his own thoughts of suicide and the light he struggled to walk towards.Jesus compassion toward the people at the end of there rope and his wake up call for the religious!Luke 7:41-47 (the message bible) "Two men were in debt to a banker. One owed five hundred silver pieces, the other fifty. Neither of them could pa ...

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Episode 101 - The 6th Commamdment (part 1) Sexual addiction and anger

Sexual addiction and anger! What are the real life connections? Is anger really is a huge underlying issue for people struggling with sexually addictive behaviors? Is there an addiction under the addiction to sex that is fueling all our destructive addictions we see on the surface? Is anger bad or does it do you well to be angry sometimes?And what does this have to do with the 6th commandment? How did Jesus define murder in the Sermon on the Mount?

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Episode 100 - A Review of the 5th (email) and a oriention to the shalt nots! Brokeness to breakthrough.

I wanna Trust! Do you? I did, but I didn't too. Kinda like I wanna lose weight and get in shape. And its not even the work it takes to get there that I really see as holding me back, The truth is do I really trust that all that effort is going to have me really feeling any better. And what about those goodie good people trying to help me? Do they have there own ego built up by helping others or do they really care? It took me far to long to see that ...

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Episode 99 - The 5th commamdment (part 3) Structure, Skeptics and Relationship

Episode 99 The fifth commandment (part 3) Structure, skeptics and relationship.IÂ’ve got issues with authority! But if IÂ’m totally honest I know that I am ruled by a very real and oppressive form of governing authority. Step one of the 12 steps - We admitted we were powerless over our addiction - that our lives had become unmanageable.Realizing where we are and that life is (from a surface level) unmanageable is the first eye opener. Realizing the path of habits and heart lev ...

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Episode 98 The 5th commandment (part 2) an act of redeeming and the state of being redeemed.

Honor your mother and father! A commandment!? In recovery we all deal with the parent wounds. So how do we choose to honor our parents in light of the heart wounds we grew up in? How did I get so wound up in believing the lie that I need to love me first? The fifth commandment is a screaming reminder of the challenge of grace and love out side the “me first” obscure spirituality of the post modern "make me feel better" culture.Its the fact that real Joy comes for giving away the gi ...

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Episode 97 - The Fifth Commandment (part 1)

The Fifth Commandment (Part 1)Honor your Mom and Dad! A requirement by God? Really a Commandment?! Yes, Love a real not self serving kind of love, can be taken on in our own heart by asking our selves   Â“how we do the relationship with the closest people to us?” any many times that starts with how I do relationship with Mom and Dad. Learning to Love deeper sometimes takes seeing what we learned to be the norm growing up. What does it look like to love unconditionally ...

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Episode 96 - Sexuality, Climax and Sabbath

In Episode 96 Sexuality, Climax and Sabbath Russ talks about the truth about Jesus over religion and the concept in social psychology of fundamental attribution error. And askes the very real question, what are the deeper meanings and in depth reasons for the 4th commandment?Sabbath is a place our desire finds rest. Ok, then arenÂ’t we all observing the Sabbath in one form or another? After a hard day where is it we go to find rest? And why sex?

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Episode 95 - The Forth Commandment

Finding Rest, A day off to just Be and not Do? A day off is a good thing! The Sabbath is one of the oldest institutions in the world, dating, as the Bible makes clear, from the very earliest appearance of man upon the earth, when God blessed and hallowed the Sabbath. Later, it was part of the Law given to Moses and Israel. Many Christians today are troubled -- considerably at times -- by the question: "Should we be observing the Sabbath yet today?" There are certain Christian groups w ...

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Episode 94 - A review of 123

Attitudes of sexual integrity and sexual ethics.A review of the most imporantant of the 10.The 1st and 2nd and the 3rd commandment that calls people to heartfelt embrace rather than trivializing the faith.

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Episode 93 - The 3rd Commandment.

The 3rd commandment! Taking the lords name in vain. Profanity in making the lords name trivial or superficial. Exodus 20:7 Â“You shall not take the name of the Lord your God in vain, for the Lord will not hold him guiltless who takes his name in vain. Matt 23:23-24 Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, pretenders (hypocrites)! For you give a tenth of your mint and dill and cummin, and have neglected and omitted the weightier (more important) matters of the Law--right and justice and ...

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Episode 92 The Second Commandment

"You shall not make for yourself a graven image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth; you shall not bow down to them or serve them; for I The Lord your God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children to the third and the fourth generation of those who hate Me, but showing steadfast love to thousands of those who love Me and keep My Commandments." (Exodus 20:4-6 RSV)We ...

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Episode 91 - The 1st Commandment

The Ten Commandments, Sexual Ethics and the Decalogue.the 'Decalogue'Lyrics'Mountain' Good CharlotteI wasn't on a mountain When it came to meAll my life's been wasted Chasing shallow dreamsYears go by and nothingÂ’s slowing down the timeYears go by and then theyÂ’re wastedAll this timeI thought that I gained everythingBut you're not mineand I'm so emptyI wasn't on a mountain When it came, when it came to meThat all my life's been wasted Chasing shallow dreams.

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Episode 90 - intro to Decalogue, Sexual Ethics!!??

The Ten Commandments, Sexual Ethics and the Decalogue. So what about the law? Why even strive to obey about it? Obey! Come on! I hate that word! Doing it just made me feel forgotten, ignored and alone! Why do so many religious people would say 'people get what they deserve'? A very unloving reaction to hurting people. unloving reaction to hurting people is also leaveing them alone. a life lived without direction. No teacher to teach playing the beautiful interments of ...

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Episode 90 - intro to Decalogue, Sexual Ethics!!??

The Ten Commandments and Sexual Ethics and the Decalogue.Galatians 2:16 yet we know that a person is not justified by works of the law but through faith in Jesus Christ, so we also have believed in Christ Jesus, in order to be justified by faith in Christ and not by works of the law, because by works of the law no one will be justified. So what about the law? Why even strive to obey about it? Obey! Come on! I hate that word! Doing it just made me feel forgotten, ignored and alon ...

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Episode 89 ASI - Slow over time or all at once.

Episode 89 – Haiti, running to the church and pushing back what’s dark in the world! How will your story help?A battle cry for purity! Wait! What’s purity? Purity, Really? Is that even possible? Russ goes in to more detail about his continued recovery. I have been free from the prison of habitual sexual sin AKA sexual addiction for going on 5 years now and I know now more then ever that I’m never going back. But…Gods still doing the work of loving surgeon in me. "putting the old ...

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Episode 88 - Hope and Strategy for the sexual addicted.

Episode 88 - Hope and Strategy for the sexual addicted.When the struggle sometimes seems insurmountable. What kind of plan, faith or knowledge that I can accomplish integrity?And how does a heart of I get to press in and love result in a day by day want to? and how do we go from want to, to get to?How did I do that? and continue to move forward? What did it mean for me to cross the divide from surface level behavior modification to a heart level (I want to)? What fueled the determinati ...

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Episode 87 - Death to Life, Die to begin again.

Episode 87 – Death to Life, Die to begin again.The ASI Podcast and the host Russ Shaw What is ASI and why should I still listen? Addiction Recovery and redemption and dead leaves in the fall.“The question is not whether power exists for triumphant living, day by day the Question is will you use it”  - Dr. Mark D Futato Professor @ Reformed Theological Seminary

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Episode 86 - Christmas Show!

Episode 86 - A Christmas Gift for all the ASI listners! Christmas music!John 1:14 (the message)The Word became flesh and blood,       and moved into the neighborhood.    We saw the glory with our own eyes,       the one-of-a-kind glory,       like Father, like Son,    Generous inside and out,       true from start to finish. O Holy Nig ...

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Episode 86 - Christmas Show!

Episode 86 - A Christmas Gift for all the ASI listners! Christmas music!John 1:14 (the message)The Word became flesh and blood,       and moved into the neighborhood.    We saw the glory with our own eyes,       the one-of-a-kind glory,       like Father, like Son,    Generous inside and out,       true from start to finish. O Holy Nig ...

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Episode 85 ASI // From Recovery to Redemption

The longest show ever. A ask the former sex addict anything, Conclusion?Questions answered: Where have I been? Surface steps or drilling deeper? What about masturbation? Handling hypersexual dreams? In this show IÂ’ll give you some realistic steps toward motivation, application and strategy. http://asi247.org

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Episode 85 ASI // From Recovery to Redemption

The longest show ever. A ask the former sex addict anything, Conclusion?Questions answered: Where have I been? Surface steps or drilling deeper? What about masturbation? Handling hypersexual dreams? In this show I?ll give you some realistic steps toward motivation, application and strategy. http://asi247.org

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Episode 84 - Ask a former Sex addict anything, It's a state of emergency!

A need for truth in the midst of a reality of knowing the lies better. I grew up being taught and believing lies! Lies are where I feel safe. I believe lies! Even though I know if I get honest they are destroying everything! and One question I get asked a lot is this... Define Religion? Are you talking about the cold law based Religion of the Pharisees? And what does that have to do with sexual integrity? Episode 84 Music by Pillar - State of Emergency! It's a state of ...

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Episode 84 - Ask a former Sex addict anything, It's a state of emergency!

A need for truth in the midst of a reality of knowing the lies better. I grew up being taught and believing lies! Lies are where I feel safe. I believe lies! Even though I know if I get honest they are destroying everything! and One question I get asked a lot is this... Define Religion? Are you talking about the cold law based Religion of the Pharisees? And what does that have to do with sexual integrity? Episode 84 Music by Pillar - State of Emergency! It's a state of ...

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Episode 83 - Ask a former Sex Addict Anything!

> Time magazine reported, At the 2003 meeting of the American Academy of Matrimonial Lawyers online porn contributing to more than half of divorces in the U.S. Richard Barry, president of the association said "Pornography had an almost nonexistent role in divorce just seven or eight years ago." > 70 percent of all internet porn traffic occurs during the 9-to-5 workday. > Today, More people are terminated from there Job for inappropriate web use then alcoholism. > The sex ad ...

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Episode 83 - Ask a former Sex Addict Anything!

> Time magazine reported, At the 2003 meeting of the American Academy of Matrimonial Lawyers online porn contributing to more than half of divorces in the U.S. Richard Barry, president of the association said "Pornography had an almost nonexistent role in divorce just seven or eight years ago." > 70 percent of all internet porn traffic occurs during the 9-to-5 workday. > Today, More people are terminated from there Job for inappropriate web use then alcoholism. > The sex ad ...

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Episode 82 - The Full Armor of God - last show the stuff I missed. The New Young!?

Episode 82 - The Full Armor of God ? last show the stuff I missed. The New Young!? Why is there so many references to the ?new life? or ?new beginnings? in Christianity? Can?t anybody stick with it? What dose it really mean to be young, again?Romans 8:35-39 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword? 36 As it is written, "For your sake we are being killed all the day long;we are r ...

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Episode 82 - The Full Armor of God - last show the stuff I missed. The New Young!?

Episode 82 - The Full Armor of God – last show the stuff I missed. The New Young!? Why is there so many references to the “new life” or “new beginnings” in Christianity? CanÂ’t anybody stick with it? What dose it really mean to be young, again?Romans 8:35-39 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword? 36 As it is written, "For your sake we are being killed all the day long;we ...

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Episode 80 - the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit!

EPH 6:17 and take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God,Lyrics: Linkin Park - Easier to Run It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone Something has been taken From deep inside of me A secret I've kept locked away No one can ever see Wounds so deep they never show They never go away Like moving pictures in my head ...

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Episode 80 - the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit!

EPH 6:17 and take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God,Lyrics: Linkin Park - Easier to Run It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone Something has been taken From deep inside of me A secret I've kept locked away No one can ever see Wounds so deep they never show They never go away Like moving pictures in my head ...

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Episode 81 - Armor of God - Closing 7 prayers

It all makes sense right!? Has my heart caught up with it yet? Praying for grace realized, Relationship of love realized, Praying for strength, Praying for peace in my own heart as an ambassador in chains. Eph 6:19-20 (ESV) and also for me, that words may be given to me in opening my mouth boldly to proclaim the mystery of the gospel, 20for which I am an ambassador in chains, that I may declare it boldly, as I ought to speak.Eph 6:19-20 (Message) And don't forget to pray for me. ...

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Episode 81 - Armor of God - Closing 7 prayers

It all makes sense right!? Has my heart caught up with it yet? Praying for grace realized, Relationship of love realized, Praying for strength, Praying for peace in my own heart as an ambassador in chains. Eph 6:19-20 (ESV) and also for me, that words may be given to me in opening my mouth boldly to proclaim the mystery of the gospel, 20for which I am an ambassador in chains, that I may declare it boldly, as I ought to speak.Eph 6:19-20 (Message) And don't forget to pray for me. ...

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Episode79 - Armor of God - The shield of Faith

The shield of Faith - I want to call your attention to this one piece of the armor carried by the blood bought. The shield that Paul had in mind here is not the small, round dish looking thing, but the oblong, door-like shield, measuring 4' x 2 ', curved to the shape of the body and carried by the Greek and Roman soldiers. When joined together, these large shields formed a wall behind which a body of troops could hide themselves from the rain of the enemy's missiles. These milita ...

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Episode79 - Armor of God - The shield of Faith

The shield of Faith - I want to call your attention to this one piece of the armor carried by the blood bought. The shield that Paul had in mind here is not the small, round dish looking thing, but the oblong, door-like shield, measuring 4' x 2 ', curved to the shape of the body and carried by the Greek and Roman soldiers. When joined together, these large shields formed a wall behind which a body of troops could hide themselves from the rain of the enemy's missiles. These milita ...

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Episode 78 - Armor of God, The Shoes of Readiness!

Visualizing the need for shoes! the ground is hard, hot, sharp and like it or not we need to strap on, to put on shoes. to get us up to embrace the comming days with readiness. Ephesians 6:15 (Amplified Bible) And having shod your feet in preparation [to face the enemy with the firm-footed stability, the promptness, and the readiness produced by the good news] of the Gospel of peace. 1 Corinthians 9:27 (Amplified Bible) 27But [like a boxer] I buffet my body [handle ...

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Episode 78 - Armor of God, The Shoes of Readiness!

Visualizing the need for shoes! the ground is hard, hot, sharp and like it or not we need to strap on, to put on shoes. to get us up to embrace the comming days with readiness. Ephesians 6:15 (Amplified Bible) And having shod your feet in preparation [to face the enemy with the firm-footed stability, the promptness, and the readiness produced by the good news] of the Gospel of peace. 1 Corinthians 9:27 (Amplified Bible) 27But [like a boxer] I buffet my body [handle ...

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Episode 77 - Armor of God - Truth, Righteousness and Grace on Independence Day!

 Armor of God - Truth, Righteousness and Grace on Independence Day. Freedom ain't Cheap! Happy 4th of July! Independence Day celebrates the birthday of the United States of America. Founded July 4th 1776, with the signing of the Declaration of Independence. What and when will be your Declaration of Independence?

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Episode 77 - Armor of God - Truth, Righteousness and Grace on Independence Day!

 Armor of God - Truth, Righteousness and Grace on Independence Day. Freedom ain't Cheap! Happy 4th of July! Independence Day celebrates the birthday of the United States of America. Founded July 4th 1776, with the signing of the Declaration of Independence. What and when will be your Declaration of Independence?

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Episode 76 - The Breastplate of Righteousness, How can I Exhale?

Episode 76 - The Exhale Episode!Stand firm, therefore, having fastened the belt of truth around your waist, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness,  EPH 6:14Ever feel like this? Putting on righteousness how does that work? Just get right!? Just stop doing that!? Like righteousness in just something I can pick up and put on?! I?ve tried, That!!! They told me just do these steps and it will all go away and I?m still stuck!Please God help! Russ attempts to answer w ...

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Episode 76 - The Breastplate of Righteousness, How can I Exhale?

Episode 76 - The Exhale Episode!Stand firm, therefore, having fastened the belt of truth around your waist, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness,  EPH 6:14Ever feel like thisÂ… Putting on righteousness how does that work? Just get right!? Just stop doing that!? Like righteousness in just something I can pick up and put on?! IÂ’ve tried, That!!! They told me just do these steps and it will all go away and IÂ’m still stuck!Please God help! Russ attempts to answe ...

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Episode 75 - Putting on the full armor of God - The belt of truth.

Fasting on the belt of truth!? What does it mean? what do I put a spiritual belt around? What is the truth about where we are, truth about who we are? How can I fastening on the belt of truth help me see clearly the truth of my own heart condition?Music by Seventh Day Slumber!

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Episode 75 - Putting on the full armor of God - The belt of truth.

Fasting on the belt of truth!? What does it mean? what do I put a spiritual belt around? What is the truth about where we are, truth about who we are? How can I fastening on the belt of truth help me see clearly the truth of my own heart condition?Music by Seventh Day Slumber!

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Episode 74, The full armor of God – Killing the balloon person.

Life is 20% what happens to you and 80% how you react to that 20%Ephesians 6 (The Message)  10-12 And that about wraps it up. God is strong, and he wants you strong. So take everything the Master has set out for you, well-made weapons of the best materials. And put them to use so you will be able to stand up to everything the Devil throws your way. This is no afternoon athletic contest that we'll walk away from and forget about in a couple of hours. This is for keeps, a life-or ...

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Episode 74, The full armor of God – Killing the balloon person.

Life is 20% what happens to you and 80% how you react to that 20%Ephesians 6 (The Message)  10-12 And that about wraps it up. God is strong, and he wants you strong. So take everything the Master has set out for you, well-made weapons of the best materials. And put them to use so you will be able to stand up to everything the Devil throws your way. This is no afternoon athletic contest that we'll walk away from and forget about in a couple of hours. This is for keeps, a life-or ...

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Episode 73 - The time is now to prepare for war!

Email response show. Russ lets out some heart felt apologies to the religious people who have contacted ASI in Wile he throws down a challenge! Are you ready to prepare for war? Main Entry: cour·age Pronunciation: \kər-ij, kə-rij\ :mean mental or moral strength to resist opposition, danger, or hardship. Courage implies firmness of mind and will in the face of danger or extreme difficulty <the courage to support unpopular causes>. mettle suggests an ingrained ca ...

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Episode 73 - The time is now to prepare for war!

Email response show. Russ lets out some heart felt apologies to the religious people who have contacted ASI in Wile he throws down a challenge! Are you ready to prepare for war? Main Entry: cour·age Pronunciation: \kər-ij, kə-rij\ :mean mental or moral strength to resist opposition, danger, or hardship. Courage implies firmness of mind and will in the face of danger or extreme difficulty <the courage to support unpopular causes>. mettle suggests an ingrained c ...

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Episode 72-Welcome to Ephesus (Part 2) Who are the Ephesians and what did they do to overcome addiction.

The full Armor of God! What dose that mean for us in this day and age? Who are the Ephesians and what do the have to do with my culture?In 1962 J.C.R. Licklider writes memos about his Intergalactic Network concept, where everyone on the globe is interconnected and can access programs and data at any site from anywhere. He is talking to his own ‘Intergalactic Network’ of researchers across the country. In October, ‘Lick’ becomes the first head of the computer research program at A ...

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Episode 72-Welcome to Ephesus (Part 2) Who are the Ephesians and what did they do to overcome addiction.

The full Armor of God! What dose that mean for us in this day and age? Who are the Ephesians and what do the have to do with my culture?In 1962 J.C.R. Licklider writes memos about his Intergalactic Network concept, where everyone on the globe is interconnected and can access programs and data at any site from anywhere. He is talking to his own ?Intergalactic Network? of researchers across the country. In October, ?Lick? becomes the first head of the computer research program at ARPA, ...

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Episode 71 - Welcome to Ephesus - Part 1- Who are the Ephesians and what do the have to do with my culture?

The full Armor of God! What dose that mean for us in this day and age? Who are the Ephesians and what do the have to do with my culture? In 1946 Benjamin "Bugsy" Siegel opened the flamingo hotel and casino in Las Vegas Nevada. A city he built from a hick town to one of the entertainment capitols of the world. Bugsy not unlike some of the people Jesus was criticized for hang in out with and Las Vegas a city not unlike Ephesus, a city the apostle Paul the man who wrote two thirds o ...

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Episode 71 - Welcome to Ephesus - Part 1- Who are the Ephesians and what do the have to do with my culture?

The full Armor of God! What dose that mean for us in this day and age? Who are the Ephesians and what do the have to do with my culture? In 1946 Benjamin "Bugsy" Siegel opened the flamingo hotel and casino in Las Vegas Nevada. A city he built from a hick town to one of the entertainment capitols of the world. Bugsy not unlike some of the people Jesus was criticized for hang in out with and Las Vegas a city not unlike Ephesus, a city the apostle Paul the man who wrote two thirds o ...

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Episode 70 - What is the full armor of God? And why should I care?

The bible is centuries old! Is it really a credible book for over coming addiction in this day and age? How do I trust GodÂ’s book when IÂ’m having a hard enough time trusting God? Or IÂ’ve herd this all before, What does it really mean to put on the full armor of God? Music by fireflight and Curt.

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Episode 70 - What is the full armor of God? And why should I care?

The bible is centuries old! Is it really a credible book for over coming addiction in this day and age? How do I trust God?s book when I?m having a hard enough time trusting God? Or I?ve herd this all before, What does it really mean to put on the full armor of God? Music by fireflight and Curt.

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Episode 69 - Preparing the Way for spiritual growth to eliminate pathogenic heart failure!?

Sexual addiction and the prosperity gospel? What does that mean? Who am I gonna be? Why am I where I'm at.Leona lewis - Bleeding love lyrics. My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I ...

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Episode 69 - Preparing the Way for spiritual growth to eliminate pathogenic heart failure!?

Sexual addiction and the prosperity gospel? What does that mean?Who am I gonna be? Why am I where I'm at.Leona lewis - Bleedinglovelyrics.My heart melts into the ground Found somethingtrue And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care whatthey say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know thetruth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open andI Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep ble ...

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Episode 68 - Words that put heart in them! (Part 2)

Part 2 of Words that put heart in them!  Email response show. Is my negativity toward 12 step and religion hurting people? From The Bible, Luke 3 The message version. Luke 3:16-17 (The Message) But John intervened: "I'm baptizing you here in the river. The main character in this drama, to whom I'm a mere stagehand, will ignite the kingdom life, a fire, the Holy Spirit within you, changing you from the inside out. He's going to clean house—make a clean sweep of your lives. He ...

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Episode 68 - Words that put heart in them! (Part 2)

Part 2 of Words that put heart in them!  Email response show. Is my negativity toward 12 step and religion hurting people? From The Bible, Luke 3 The message version. Luke 3:16-17 (The Message) But John intervened: "I'm baptizing you here in the river. The main character in this drama, to whom I'm a mere stagehand, will ignite the kingdom life, a fire, the Holy Spirit within you, changing you from the inside out. He's going to clean house—make a clean sweep of your lives. He ...

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Episode 67 - (part 1) Words that put heart in them!

 Email response show. Is my negativity toward 12 step and religion hurting people? From The Bible, Luke 3 The message version. 16-17But John intervened: "I'm baptizing you here in the river. The main character in this drama, to whom I'm a mere stagehand, will ignite the kingdom life, a fire, the Holy Spirit within you, changing you from the inside out. He's going to clean house?make a clean sweep of your lives. He'll place everything true in its proper place before God; eve ...

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Episode 67 - (part 1) Words that put heart in them!

 Email response show. Is my negativity toward 12 step and religion hurting people? From The Bible, Luke 3 The message version. 16-17But John intervened: "I'm baptizing you here in the river. The main character in this drama, to whom I'm a mere stagehand, will ignite the kingdom life, a fire, the Holy Spirit within you, changing you from the inside out. He's going to clean house—make a clean sweep of your lives. He'll place everything true in its proper place before God; ev ...

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Episode 66 – Victory, Die Hard style!

Email response show, lets get more stories of victory! The victory over this addiction (or any other for that matter) has to do with a deep heart level thirst. The question is a thirst for what? The most important step of the 12 steps? Step one ?you have a problem. Your life has become unmanageable.? But how deep does that go? Are we really ever in control really? Why is this world so broken? That is the question, Like a splinter in your mind driving you mad. A listener said to me ?it ...

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Episode 66 – Victory, Die Hard style!

Email response show, lets get more stories of victory! The victory over this addiction (or any other for that matter) has to do with a deep heart level thirst. The question is a thirst for what? The most important step of the 12 steps? Step one “you have a problem. Your life has become unmanageable.” But how deep does that go? Are we really ever in control really? Why is this world so broken? That is the question, Like a splinter in your mind driving you mad. A listener said to me  ...

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Episode 65 - Visualization, Impulse control - The life giving freedom of self control.

Episode 65 - Visualization, Impulsecontrol - The life giving freedom of self control.Narcissismis not freedom, What does it mean to say no to your self??Repentance? is a word a lot of stuffy religious people have sole in order to control people through fear and shame. Real repentance is, in part why your reading this right now. Your looking for change, looking answers, Right? Is something in your behavior controlling you? Your not in controlof your own flesh? Not in control of you? If ...

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Episode 65 - Visualization, Impulse control - The life giving freedom of self control.

Episode 65 - Visualization, Impulse control - The life giving freedom of self control. Narcissism is not freedom, What does it mean to say no to your self? “Repentance” is a word a lot of stuffy religious people have sole in order to control people through fear and shame. Real repentance is, in part why your reading this right now. Your looking for change, looking answers, Right? Is something in your behavior controlling you? Your not in control of your own flesh? Not in control of ...

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Episode 64 - I Still havent found what I'm looking for.

Episode 64 -The Church is great at helping to remove stains. Drugs and alcohol addicts are welcomed with open arms. I believe the church has compassion for the hurting hearts of addicts.But sexuality runs deep, Sexual addiction, sexually compulsive behavior or same sex attraction is deeper then getting out the cleansers out and scrubbing the dirty stains off the surface. What happens when all the getting saved, prayer and all the recovery material does not seem to work?What do you do ...

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Episode 64 - I Still havent found what I'm looking for.

Episode 64 -The Church is great at helping to remove stains. Drugs and alcohol addicts are welcomed with open arms. I believe the church has compassion for the hurting hearts of addicts.But sexuality runs deep, Sexual addiction, sexually compulsive behavior or same sex attraction is deeper then getting out the cleansers out and scrubbing the dirty stains of the surface. What happens when all the getting saved, prayer and all the recovery material doesn?t seem to work?What do you do w ...

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Episode 63 - Amazing beacuse it is! Right? So why are we faking?

A Talk by Russ Shaw did to a men's group in Everett WA,USA. Addressing Christian sub-culture about getting real. if we believe Grace is Amazing then why are we faking it?Pride is one of those invisible barriers that blocks you from even asking the question!

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Episode 63 - Amazing beacuse it is! Right? So why are we faking?

A Talk by Russ Shaw did to a men's group in Everett WA,USA. Addressing Christian sub-culture about getting real. if we believe Grace is Amazing then why are we faking it?Pride is one of those invisible barriers that blocks you from even asking the question!

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Episode 62 - Two Dog Battle Reloaded.

Episode 62 - Reloaded the 2 dog story.The chief was sitting at the edge of the village, obviously deep in thought. He sat there for hours and hours, seemingly unmoving. The tribe was beginning to get worried and restless, but nobody wanted to disturb him. An elder eventually got up his courage and walked over. 'Chief,' he asked, 'what's going on? You look so troubled!' The chief just sat there, and the elder thought that he had not heard. Finally the chief spoke. And he said: 'You know ...

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Episode 62 - Two Dog Battle Reloaded.

Episode 62 - Reloaded the 2 dog story.The chief was sitting at the edge of the village, obviously deep in thought. He sat there for hours and hours, seemingly unmoving. The tribe was beginning to get worried and restless, but nobody wanted to disturb him. An elder eventually got up his courage and walked over. 'Chief,' he asked, 'what's going on? You look so troubled!' The chief just sat there, and the elder thought that he had not heard. Finally the chief spoke. And he said: 'You know ...

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Episode 61 on the brink of Choice. No botox for your soul!

A letter to Ash. A christian man publicly in the think of the fight!Ash I'm not some guru dude, I don't have it all together.You think I never felt like that? Wanting to quit? having QUIT! It's way to hard I can do this. Truth be told you can't! On your own!God did not do this to You ASH! You and I did it to our selfs God did not give it to us! That is a lie from hell. The guilt and shame you feel is from the accuser. Revelation 12:10 Calles the devil the accuser of the brethre ...

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Episode 61 on the brink of Choice. No botox for your soul!

A letter to Ash. A christian man publicly in the think of the fight!Ash I'm not some guru dude, I don't have it all together.You think I never felt like that? Wanting to quit? having QUIT! It's way to hard I can do this. Truth be told you can't! On your own!God did not do this to You ASH! You and I did it to our selfs God did not give it to us! That is a lie from hell. The guilt and shame you feel is from the accuser. Revelation 12:10 Calles the devil the accuser of the brethre ...

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Episode 60 - Alone in the matrix 3 / Russ's story of alone!

This show is expliced! Russ gets deep and does not hold back his heart for this ministry. Luke 15:1-10 (NIV) The Parable of the Lost Sheep!1Now the tax collectors and "sinners" were all gathering around to hear him. 2But the Pharisees and the teachers of the law muttered, "This man welcomes sinners and eats with them."  3Then Jesus told them this parable: 4"Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Does he not leave the ninety-nine in the open country and g ...

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Episode 60 - Alone in the matrix 3 / Russ's story of alone!

This show is expliced! Russ gets deep and does not hold back his heart for this ministry. Luke 15:1-10 (NIV) The Parable of the Lost Sheep!1Now the tax collectors and "sinners" were all gathering around to hear him. 2But the Pharisees and the teachers of the law muttered, "This man welcomes sinners and eats with them."  3Then Jesus told them this parable: 4"Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Does he not leave the ninety-nine in the open country and g ...

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Episode 59 - Alone in the matrix Facing Agent Smith.

Agent Smith: "Human beings are a disease, a cancer of this planet - you are a plague. And we... are the cure." 2 Corinthans 5:21 God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.Jesus became my sin, he became a sex addict a liar an adulterer. He paid the debt. In him I?m righteous.Faith and a deep relationship with Jesus is understanding Love! And what god has already done! Revelation 12:11 says ?They overcame him by the blood ...

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Episode 59 - Alone in the matrix Facing Agent Smith.

Agent Smith: "Human beings are a disease, a cancer of this planet - you are a plague. And we... are the cure." 2 Corinthans 5:21 God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.Jesus became my sin, he became a sex addict a liar an adulterer. He paid the debt. In him I’m righteous.Faith and a deep relationship with Jesus is understanding Love! And what god has already done! Revelation 12:11 says “They overcame him by the bloo ...

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Episode 58 - Alone in the Matrix

The Matrix and "ALONE" what is this feeling of being trapped inside ones self? Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. How do we get fully Alive and bust out of the matrix?

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Episode 58 - Alone in the Matrix

The Matrix and "ALONE" what is this feeling of being trapped inside ones self? Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. How do we get fully Alive and bust out of the matrix?

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Episode 57 - Building it to fullness - Email resoponce show.

Episode 57 - Building it to fullness - Email resoponce show. Where do we get bricks to build this thing?

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Episode 57 - Building it to fullness - Email resoponce show.

Episode 57 - Building it to fullness - Email resoponce show. Where do we get bricks to build this thing?

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Episode 56 - Building? What? How? Straight talk on purity!

Episode 56 - Building? What? How? Straight talk on purity!Building on a landscape what does that mean?Tips and news on home building I want to build my house the best cost efficient and environmental friendly way.I built my home doing all my own labor. Mortgage-Free!: Radical Strategies for Home Ownership.

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Episode 56 - Building? What? How? Straight talk on purity!

Episode 56 - Building? What? How? Straight talk on purity!Building on a landscape what does that mean?Tips and news on home building I want to build my house the best cost efficient and environmental friendly way.I built my home doing all my own labor. Mortgage-Free!: Radical Strategies for Home Ownership.

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Episode 55 - Building your house.

Sex addiction recovery... Good News for home bulding!According to a news release, the women are building the home with the Winchell family as part of Habitat's Women Build program. ...He immediately made arrangements to visit Williams and promised to begin building her home on January 2. Williams had received $10000 in material from the ...Nehemiah 4:18 And each of the builders had his sword strapped at his side while he built. The man who sounded the trumpet was beside me. Lawrenc ...

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Episode 55 - Building your house.

Sex addiction recovery... Good News for home bulding!According to a news release, the women are building the home with the Winchell family as part of Habitat's Women Build program. ...He immediately made arrangements to visit Williams and promised to begin building her home on January 2. Williams had received $10000 in material from the ...Nehemiah 4:18 And each of the builders had his sword strapped at his side while he built. The man who sounded the trumpet was beside me. Lawrenc ...

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Episode 54 - What do I do with my heart? (part 2)

Episode 54 - What do I do with my heart? (part 2)Church people many times give good manerd advice say "Just Trust God" Or "Just Repent and you'll be fine!" WHAT DOES THAT MEAN! Another year should I do another resolution? Has anyone really been in my shoes? Has any one felt how I feel, stuck in this prison of habitual sin. How do I get to real heart change? Can Jesus really help me? Or is that just more religion and psychology? So what do I do with my hear ...

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Episode 54 - What do I do with my heart? (part 2)

Episode 54 - What do I do with my heart? (part 2)Church people many times give good manerd advice say "Just Trust God" Or "Just Repent and you'll be fine!" WHAT DOES THAT MEAN! Another year should I do another resolution? Has anyone really been in my shoes? Has any one felt how I feel, stuck in this prison of habitual sin. How do I get to real heart change? Can Jesus really help me? Or is that just more religion and psychology? So what do I do with my hear ...

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Episode 53 - So what do I do with my heart? (Part 1)

Episode 53 - So another year should I do another resolution? Has anyone really been in my shoes? Has any one felt how I feel, stuck in this prison of habitual sin. How do I get to real heart change? Can Jesus really help me? Or is that just more religion and psychology? So what do I do with my heart? Part 1

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Episode 53 - So what do I do with my heart? (Part 1)

Episode 53 - So another year should I do another resolution? Has anyone really been in my shoes? Has any one felt how I feel, stuck in this prison of habitual sin. How do I get to real heart change? Can Jesus really help me? Or is that just more religion and psychology? So what do I do with my heart? Part 1

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Episode 53 - So what do I do with my heart? (Part 1)

Episode 53 - So another year should I do another resolution? Has anyone really been in my shoes? Has any one felt how I feel, stuck in this prison of habitual sin. How do I get to real heart change? Can Jesus really help me? Or is that just more religion and psychology? So what do I do with my heart? Part 1

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Episode 52 - Unberlla, Love relationships and Identity - Email show.

Unberlla, Love relationships and Identity - Email show.Sexual behavior is inescapably tied to intimacy! Email responce show. heres some lyrics for ya! Rihanna - UnberllaWhen the sun shines, we?ll shine togetherTold you I'll be here forever. Said I'll always be a friendTook an oath I'ma stick it out till the endNow that it's raining more than everKnow that we'll still have each otherYou can stand under my umbrellaYou can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrell ...

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Episode 52 - Unberlla, Love relationships and Identity - Email show.

Unberlla, Love relationships and Identity - Email show.Sexual behavior is inescapably tied to intimacy! Email responce show. heres some lyrics for ya! Rihanna - UnberllaWhen the sun shines, weÂ’ll shine togetherTold you I'll be here forever. Said I'll always be a friendTook an oath I'ma stick it out till the endNow that it's raining more than everKnow that we'll still have each otherYou can stand under my umbrellaYou can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrel ...

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Episode 52 - Unberlla, Love relationships and Identity - Email show.

Unberlla, Love relationships and Identity - Email show.Sexual behavior is inescapably tied to intimacy! Email responce show. heres some lyrics for ya! Rihanna - UnberllaWhen the sun shines, we?ll shine togetherTold you I'll be here forever. Said I'll always be a friendTook an oath I'ma stick it out till the endNow that it's raining more than everKnow that we'll still have each otherYou can stand under my umbrellaYou can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrell ...

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Episode 51, Part 2 - Love relationships and identity - Conflict

Sexual behavior is inescapably tied to intimacy! Conflict is a state of discord caused by the actual or perceived opposition of needs, values and interests between people.How dose this even work in the reality of overcoming and the aftermath of sexual addiction? Ever feel alone. I mean down deep? Alone... like no one really knows you?Does your spouse know you? down deep does she/he know your deepest desires, dreams and fears? Does he/she know deep things like ...

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Episode 51, Part 2 - Love relationships and identity - Conflict

Sexual behavior is inescapably tied to intimacy! Conflict is a state of discord caused by the actual or perceived opposition of needs, values and interests between people.How dose this even work in the reality of overcoming and the aftermath of sexual addiction? Ever feel alone. I mean down deep? Alone... like no one really knows you?Does your spouse know you? down deep does she/he know your deepest desires, dreams and fears? Does he/she know deep things like ...

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Episode 51, Part 2 - Love relationships and identity - Conflict

Sexual behavior is inescapably tied to intimacy! Conflict is a state of discord caused by the actual or perceived opposition of needs, values and interests between people.How dose this even work in the reality of overcoming and the aftermath of sexual addiction? Ever feel alone. I mean down deep? Alone... like no one really knows you?Does your spouse know you? down deep does she/he know your deepest desires, dreams and fears? Does he/she know deep things like ...

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Episode 50 - love, relationships and identity ( part 1 )

The same way that people can become addicted to drugs, alcohol or gambling, they can become addicted to sex,  anything from Internet sex to obsessive masturbation to affairs. How do we pick up the pieces and repair our relationships when the betrail cuts so deep? How do we connect in the midst of this? How do we discover the one, in the two becomeing one? Who are we? What have WE become?

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Episode 50 - love, relationships and identity ( part 1 )

The same way that people can become addicted to drugs, alcohol or gambling, they can become addicted to sex,  anything from Internet sex to obsessive masturbation to affairs. How do we pick up the pieces and repair our relationships when the betrail cuts so deep? How do we connect in the midst of this? How do we discover the one, in the two becomeing one? Who are we? What have WE become?

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Episode 50 - love, relationships and identity ( part 1 )

The same way that people can become addicted to drugs, alcohol or gambling, they can become addicted to sex,  anything from Internet sex to obsessive masturbation to affairs. How do we pick up the pieces and repair our relationships when the betrail cuts so deep? How do we connect in the midst of this? How do we discover the one, in the two becomeing one? Who are we? What have WE become?

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Episode 49 - I'm not a homophobe not a hater - Lets Yom kippur!

Episode 49 -Yom Kippur, two goats what dose that mean? Blood sacriface and scape goat. What? is Russ Shaw hates homosexuals? Not, sorry. I love all people. Judgeing some with out knowing them.. hummm isn't that what the evangelicals are guilty of? Don't become what you hate. Don't make the scape goat an idol.

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Episode 49 - I'm not a homophobe not a hater - Lets Yom kippur!

Episode 49 -Yom Kippur, two goats what dose that mean? Blood sacriface and scape goat. What? is Russ Shaw hates homosexuals? Not, sorry. I love all people. Judgeing some with out knowing them.. hummm isn't that what the evangelicals are guilty of? Don't become what you hate. Don't make the scape goat an idol.

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Episode 49 - I'm not a homophobe not a hater - Lets Yom kippur!

Episode 49 -Yom Kippur, two goats what dose that mean? Blood sacriface and scape goat. What? is Russ Shaw hates homosexuals? Not, sorry. I love all people. Judgeing some with out knowing them.. hummm isn't that what the evangelicals are guilty of? Don't become what you hate. Don't make the scape goat an idol.

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Episode 48- Are you so sick of it!? How sick of it are you? How bad do you to get clean!?

Are you so sick of it!? How sick of it are you? How bad do you to get clean!? How bad to you want freedom? It is possible! You can get free of this. I tell you as a fellow travler through this life. You can Be YOU with out the affliction of sexual sin. Music by Flyleaf.

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Episode 48- Are you so sick of it!? How sick of it are you? How bad do you to get clean!?

Are you so sick of it!? How sick of it are you? How bad do you to get clean!? How bad to you want freedom? It is possible! You can get free of this. I tell you as a fellow travler through this life. You can Be YOU with out the affliction of sexual sin. Music by Flyleaf.

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Episode 48- Are you so sick of it!? How sick of it are you? How bad do you to get clean!?

Are you so sick of it!? How sick of it are you? How bad do you to get clean!? How bad to you want freedom? It is possible! You can get free of this. I tell you as a fellow travler through this life. You can Be YOU with out the affliction of sexual sin. Music by Flyleaf.

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Episode 47 - Surface Identity, Subconscious mind, Heart and Soul.

Episode 47, Speed Kills! Russ announces the continuation of season one. Russ encourages you to continue to uncover your real Identity. See your self the way God sees you. The adventure of discovery from Surface Identity to your Subconscious mind (triggers) and ultimately your Heart and Soul.

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Episode 47 - Surface Identity, Subconscious mind, Heart and Soul.

Episode 47, Speed Kills! Russ announces the continuation of season one. Russ encourages you to continue to uncover your real Identity. See your self the way God sees you. The adventure of discovery from Surface Identity to your Subconscious mind (triggers) and ultimately your Heart and Soul.

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Episode 47 - Surface Identity, Subconscious mind, Heart and Soul.

Episode 47, Speed Kills! Russ announces the continuation of season one. Russ encourages you to continue to uncover your real Identity. See your self the way God sees you. The adventure of discovery from Surface Identity to your Subconscious mind (triggers) and ultimately your Heart and Soul.

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Episode 46 Email Show

eEmail announcements and email responce Show!

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Episode 46 Email Show

eEmail announcements and email responce Show!

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Episode 46 Email Show

eEmail announcements and email responce Show!

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Episode 45 - Addressing Critics ASI

I'm Trouble!? ASI criticism and the analysis and evaluation of ASI. Russ Shaw responds to critics collectively. Music by Kill the Alarm.

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Episode 45 - Addressing Critics ASI

I'm Trouble!? ASI criticism and the analysis and evaluation of ASI. Russ Shaw responds to critics collectively. Music by Kill the Alarm.

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Episode 45 - Addressing Critics ASI

I'm Trouble!? ASI criticism and the analysis and evaluation of ASI. Russ Shaw responds to critics collectively. Music by Kill the Alarm.

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ASI End of a Season! conclusion of the first season part 2 of 3

ASI End of a Season! conclusion of the first season part 2 of 3Email storys an act of war. A courages step in to battle! Music by kill the alarm! http://killthealarm.com

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ASI End of a Season! conclusion of the first season part 2 of 3

ASI End of a Season! conclusion of the first season part 2 of 3Email storys an act of war. A courages step in to battle! Music by kill the alarm! http://killthealarm.com

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ASI End of a Season! conclusion of the first season part 2 of 3

ASI End of a Season! conclusion of the first season part 2 of 3Email storys an act of war. A courages step in to battle! Music by kill the alarm! http://killthealarm.com

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ASI End of a Season! conclusion of the first season part 1 of 3

After a long time Gone Russ Is back! Finishing up and tieing uo some loseends to Close one door and open another! ASI End of a Season! Conclusion of thefirst season part 1 of 3

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ASI End of a Season! conclusion of the first season part 1 of 3

After a long time Gone Russ Is back! Finishing up and tieing uo some lose ends to Close one door and open another! ASI End of a Season! Conclusion of the first season part 1 of 3

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ASI End of a Season! conclusion of the first season part 1 of 3

After a long time Gone Russ Is back! Finishing up and tieing uo some lose ends to Close one door and open another! ASI End of a Season! Conclusion of the first season part 1 of 3

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Episode 42 - Desperate Sexuality by Dan Hazen

How does our sexuality show love?How does our sexuality pull us off track away from love.Dan talks about the roots of a desperate sexuality that start to pull us toward a prison of our making. Luke 18:9 - 14Music by BOH Bohmusic.com

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Episode 42 - Desperate Sexuality by Dan Hazen

How does our sexuality show love?How does our sexuality pull us off track away from love.Dan talks about the roots of a desperate sexuality that start to pull us toward a prison of our making. Luke 18:9 - 14Music by BOH Bohmusic.com

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Episode 42 - Desperate Sexuality by Dan Hazen

How does our sexuality show love?How does our sexuality pull us off track away from love.Dan talks about the roots of a desperate sexuality that start to pull us toward a prison of our making. Luke 18:9 - 14Music by BOH Bohmusic.com

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Russ Shaw - My Story. the whole story. Monsters in the closet. Rick T. AC3.org

The Monster Under My Bed, Secret Sex Sins. Allen Creek Community Church ac3.org Marysville, WA U.S.A. ~ 360-659-SEEK. Music by : Jacques Grant -Things_I_Used_To_Do

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Russ Shaw - My Story. the whole story. Monsters in the closet. Rick T. AC3.org

The Monster Under My Bed, Secret Sex Sins. Allen Creek Community Church ac3.org Marysville, WA U.S.A. ~ 360-659-SEEK. Music by : Jacques Grant -Things_I_Used_To_Do

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Russ Shaw - My Story. the whole story. Monsters in the closet. Rick T. AC3.org

The Monster Under My Bed, Secret Sex Sins. Allen Creek Community Church ac3.org Marysville, WA U.S.A. ~ 360-659-SEEK. Music by : Jacques Grant -Things_I_Used_To_Do

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Episode 40 - the last bomb!

Episode 40 - The Last Bomb goes Off! Russ set off the last bomb on July 31, 2006. Love, True love tells the truth and sets priorities. Love first, then the rest of life. I love my wife enough to tell her the full truth. Making myself totally vulnerable.

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Episode 40 - the last bomb!

Episode 40 - The Last Bomb goes Off! Russ set off the last bomb on July 31, 2006. Love, True love tells the truth and sets priorities. Love first, then the rest of life. I love my wife enough to tell her the full truth. Making myself totally vulnerable.

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Episode 40 - the last bomb!

Episode 40 - The Last Bomb goes Off! Russ set off the last bomb on July 31, 2006. Love, True love tells the truth and sets priorities. Love first, then the rest of life. I love my wife enough to tell her the full truth. Making myself totally vulnerable.

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Episode 39 - Let go of the fire!

Episode 39 - Let go of the fire. Fire of love or fire of anger? Chose the fire of love or fire of judgement? The fire of faith or fire of fear? Rise above physical and emotional adversity.

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Episode 39 - Let go of the fire!

Episode 39 - Let go of the fire. Fire of love or fire of anger? Chose the fire of love or fire of judgement? The fire of faith or fire of fear? Rise above physical and emotional adversity.

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Episode 39 - Let go of the fire!

Episode 39 - Let go of the fire. Fire of love or fire of anger? Chose the fire of love or fire of judgement? The fire of faith or fire of fear? Rise above physical and emotional adversity.

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Episode 38 trouble hook

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Episode 37 4th of July Show! 

Short show on the 4th of July. Morning not striking.Choose healing instead of self destruction and new music! with new music!

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Episode 37 4th of July Show! 

Short show on the 4th of July. Morning not striking.Choose healing instead of self destruction and new music! with new music!

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Episode 37 4th of July Show! 

Short show on the 4th of July. Morning not striking.Choose healing instead of self destruction and new music! with new music!

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Episode 36 - ASI Podcast Soup!

 Russ responds to some Email and reads some Email. Russ challenges religion and faith with more on vampires and Eli!? If your a judgmental Christian this show my be offensive to you but you still need to hear it.asi247.org

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Episode 36 - ASI Podcast Soup!

 Russ responds to some Email and reads some Email. Russ challenges religion and faith with more on vampires and Eli!? If your a judgmental Christian this show my be offensive to you but you still need to hear it.asi247.org

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Episode 36 - ASI Podcast Soup!

 Russ responds to some Email and reads some Email. Russ challenges religion and faith with more on vampires and Eli!? If your a judgmental Christian this show my be offensive to you but you still need to hear it.asi247.org

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Episode 35 - Russ interviews Larry Fish sexual abuse expert.

Nothing can lock a soul up in total hell like isolation like sexual abuse. Russ asks Larry what kind of approaches offenders use to keep victims in the sick cycle abuse. What makes a child become a sex offender? How in this sex saturated culture of 2006 do we protect our kids from childhood sexual abuse?

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Episode 35 - Russ interviews Larry Fish sexual abuse expert.

Nothing can lock a soul up in total hell like isolation like sexual abuse. Russ asks Larry what kind of approaches offenders use to keep victims in the sick cycle abuse. What makes a child become a sex offender? How in this sex saturated culture of 2006 do we protect our kids from childhood sexual abuse?

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Episode 35 - Russ interviews Larry Fish sexual abuse expert.

Nothing can lock a soul up in total hell like isolation like sexual abuse. Russ asks Larry what kind of approaches offenders use to keep victims in the sick cycle abuse. What makes a child become a sex offender? How in this sex saturated culture of 2006 do we protect our kids from childhood sexual abuse?

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Episode 34 - Breaking through the walls of shame

Nothing can lock you up in total isolation like shame. Alone in solitary? Locked up in that cell of shame. Russ talks about a whole new level of shame you may or may not have identified. Childhood sexual abuse.

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Episode 34 - Breaking through the walls of shame

Nothing can lock you up in total isolation like shame. Alone in solitary? Locked up in that cell of shame. Russ talks about a whole new level of shame you may or may not have identified. Childhood sexual abuse.

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Episode 33 - Jailbreak 2! Email Response show!

Feel like you?re in prison? Russ encourages you to make a prison brake! Plan your jail break now! Time is going by. Reach for the courage to fight and dig your way out. Break down the walls that are holding you captive. Prison is not a place for rehabilitating. It?s a place for punishment.

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Episode 33 - Jailbreak 2! Email Response show!

Feel like youÂ’re in prison? Russ encourages you to make a prison brake! Plan your jail break now! Time is going by. Reach for the courage to fight and dig your way out. Break down the walls that are holding you captive. Prison is not a place for rehabilitating. ItÂ’s a place for punishment.

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Episode 32- Jailbreak! Feel like you’re in prison? Russ encourages you to make a prison brake!

Sex or Porn addiction? Feel like you?re in prison? Russ encourages you to make a prison brake! Plan your jail break now! Time is going by. Lets get our head in breaking free! Is your mind consumed with digging out of this prison? Or are you getting used to the scenery? Are you still saying I need to feel this way I deserve this. Prison is not a place for rehabilitating. It?s a place for punishment.

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Episode 32- Jailbreak! Feel like you’re in prison? Russ encourages you to make a prison brake!

Sex or Porn addiction? Feel like youÂ’re in prison? Russ encourages you to make a prison brake! Plan your jail break now! Time is going by. Lets get our head in breaking free! Is your mind consumed with digging out of this prison? Or are you getting used to the scenery? Are you still saying I need to feel this way I deserve this. Prison is not a place for rehabilitating. ItÂ’s a place for punishment.

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Episode 32- Jailbreak! Feel like you’re in prison? Russ encourages you to make a prison brake!

Sex or Porn addiction? Feel like you?re in prison? Russ encourages you to make a prison brake! Plan your jail break now! Time is going by. Lets get our head in breaking free! Is your mind consumed with digging out of this prison? Or are you getting used to the scenery? Are you still saying I need to feel this way I deserve this. Prison is not a place for rehabilitating. It?s a place for punishment.

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Episode 31 - Fight back! Temptation, A call to kill it! Make a deal with the devil.

The devil is no respecter of persons. He laughs, smiling as he's killing You, Your family and your future. Your not totally helpless against the attacks of the enemy. Russ gives you some new strategies to get you up on your feet and back in the fight! Lets start playing offence along with our defense! Let take back some ground in our lives! Pray! connect! Today!

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Episode 31 - Fight back! Temptation, A call to kill it! Make a deal with the devil.

The devil is no respecter of persons. He laughs, smiling as he's killing You, Your family and your future. Your not totally helpless against the attacks of the enemy. Russ gives you some new strategies to get you up on your feet and back in the fight! Lets start playing offence along with our defense! Let take back some ground in our lives! Pray! connect! Today!

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Episode 30 The Game Plan. Sex Addiction? Countless lives are being ruined by sexual sin! You need a Plan.

Countless lives are being ruined by sexual sin. It infects, corrupts, and devastates. It destroys relationships, families, and lives. Everywhere men turn today, sexual temptation rears its ugly head, and the internet has made it easier than ever to get caught in the trap of sexual sin. It takes more than a little effort for men to resist the temptations. It takes a plan. Russ interviews Joe Dallas author of The Game Plan Men's 30-Day Strategy for Attaining Sexual Integrity.

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Episode 30 The Game Plan. Sex Addiction? Countless lives are being ruined by sexual sin! You need a Plan.

Countless lives are being ruined by sexual sin. It infects, corrupts, and devastates. It destroys relationships, families, and lives. Everywhere men turn today, sexual temptation rears its ugly head, and the internet has made it easier than ever to get caught in the trap of sexual sin. It takes more than a little effort for men to resist the temptations. It takes a plan. Russ interviews Joe Dallas author of The Game Plan Men's 30-Day Strategy for Attaining Sexual Integrity.

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Episode 30 The Game Plan. Sex Addiction? Countless lives are being ruined by sexual sin! You need a Plan.

Countless lives are being ruined by sexual sin. It infects, corrupts, and devastates. It destroys relationships, families, and lives. Everywhere men turn today, sexual temptation rears its ugly head, and the internet has made it easier than ever to get caught in the trap of sexual sin. It takes more than a little effort for men to resist the temptations. It takes a plan. Russ interviews Joe Dallas author of The Game Plan Men's 30-Day Strategy for Attaining Sexual Integrity.

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Episode 29 - Blow the lid off this thing! Porn / Sex Addiction Recovery.

Interview with the next helper in Russ's bomb squad! Ever say this? Why do I continue to fall? Why won't god just take this from me? Dose God hate me? I can't possibly please God so why even bother. My behavior was a byproduct of my heart leaking toxic waste. I needed the Haz Mat crew of guys like Rick Thiessen!

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Episode 29 - Blow the lid off this thing! Porn / Sex Addiction Recovery.

Interview with the next helper in Russ's bomb squad! Ever say this? Why do I continue to fall? Why won't god just take this from me? Dose God hate me? I can't possibly please God so why even bother. My behavior was a byproduct of my heart leaking toxic waste. I needed the Haz Mat crew of guys like Rick Thiessen!

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Episode 28 -Ever say Hey You don't know me! or Ever feel like "It's over?" Russ encourages you to Never Quit!

Who really knows you? Ever say You don't know me! Inside your heart or out loud in a emotional lashing out! Plus Who do you love? Ever feel like I messed up to much this time. Ever feel like "It's over?" Russ encourages you to Never Quit! Ever! Never ever give up on your relationship with your spouse! Never Give up!

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Episode 28 -Ever say Hey You don't know me! or Ever feel like "It's over?" Russ encourages you to Never Quit!

Who really knows you? Ever say You don't know me! Inside your heart or out loud in a emotional lashing out! Plus Who do you love? Ever feel like I messed up to much this time. Ever feel like "It's over?" Russ encourages you to Never Quit! Ever! Never ever give up on your relationship with your spouse! Never Give up!

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Episode 28 -Ever say Hey You don't know me! or Ever feel like "It's over?" Russ encourages you to Never Quit!

Who really knows you? Ever say You don't know me! Inside your heart or out loud in a emotional lashing out! Plus Who do you love? Ever feel like I messed up to much this time. Ever feel like "It's over?" Russ encourages you to Never Quit! Ever! Never ever give up on your relationship with your spouse! Never Give up!

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Episode 27 Ask... don't tell How or why! Email Driven Bonus show!

So why do we keep our secrets? what are those emotional reactions to our everyday aches pains of life? What nee jerk emotional reactions are keeping us in slavery to run and hide from reality? Why do we do that Porn, Drink, Drug, Gamble Shopping? All addiction suffers welcome on this one and all ASI Shows!

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Episode 27 Ask... don't tell How or why! Email Driven Bonus show!

So why do we keep our secrets? what are those emotional reactions to our everyday aches pains of life? What nee jerk emotional reactions are keeping us in slavery to run and hide from reality? Why do we do that Porn, Drink, Drug, Gamble Shopping? All addiction suffers welcome on this one and all ASI Shows!

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Episode 27 Ask... don't tell How or why! Email Driven Bonus show!

So why do we keep our secrets? what are those emotional reactions to our everyday aches pains of life? What nee jerk emotional reactions are keeping us in slavery to run and hide from reality? Why do we do that Porn, Drink, Drug, Gamble Shopping? All addiction suffers welcome on this one and all ASI Shows!

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Episode 26 - Porn or sex Addiction? Aching Hunger?

Episode 26 - Porn or sex Addiction? Aching Hunger? sOver and over the fight can be many things to you. How do we gain ground in this mind vs. spirit battle. Russ answers more Email and talks about new ways of looking at the battle more strategies to help kill this aching hunger!

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Episode 26 - Porn or sex Addiction? Aching Hunger?

Episode 26 - Porn or sex Addiction? Aching Hunger? sOver and over the fight can be many things to you. How do we gain ground in this mind vs. spirit battle. Russ answers more Email and talks about new ways of looking at the battle more strategies to help kill this aching hunger!

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Episode 26 - Porn or sex Addiction? Aching Hunger?

Episode 26 - Porn or sex Addiction? Aching Hunger? sOver and over the fight can be many things to you. How do we gain ground in this mind vs. spirit battle. Russ answers more Email and talks about new ways of looking at the battle more strategies to help kill this aching hunger!

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Episode 25 - SKILLS for Porn / Sex Addiction Recovery. The Application of consistency. Email response show Copy

Email response show 21st century strategies to help you get up and fight! How do we find deliverance and victory when we have tried and failed so many times? Russ shows you some realistic steps toward Application and strategy by changing your attitude. First Get up then Walk then fight! Then when your feeling beat down having the faith and strength to repeat.

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Episode 25 - SKILLS for Porn / Sex Addiction Recovery. The Application of consistency. Email response show Copy

Email response show 21st century strategies to help you get up and fight! How do we find deliverance and victory when we have tried and failed so many times? Russ shows you some realistic steps toward Application and strategy by changing your attitude. First Get up then Walk then fight! Then when your feeling beat down having the faith and strength to repeat.

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Episode 25 - SKILLS for Porn / Sex Addiction Recovery. The Application of consistency. Email response show Copy

Email response show 21st century strategies to help you get up and fight! How do we find deliverance and victory when we have tried and failed so many times? Russ shows you some realistic steps toward Application and strategy by changing your attitude. First Get up then Walk then fight! Then when your feeling beat down having the faith and strength to repeat.

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Episode 24 - Sex or Porn addiction? Are you planting or seeds of healing?

 It's spring how are those seeds doing? Recovery is like a growing plant. How is your progress? Feel like birds keep eating your seeds. Don't seem to be growing in your recovery? Russ how did you get your tree to grow and produce fruit? Attitude that's how! Russ gives you some tools on how to grow a new attitude!

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Episode 24 - Sex or Porn addiction? Are you planting or seeds of healing?

 It's spring how are those seeds doing? Recovery is like a growing plant. How is your progress? Feel like birds keep eating your seeds. Don't seem to be growing in your recovery? Russ how did you get your tree to grow and produce fruit? Attitude that's how! Russ gives you some tools on how to grow a new attitude!

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Episode 24 - Sex or Porn addiction? Are you planting or seeds of healing?

 It's spring how are those seeds doing? Recovery is like a growing plant. How is your progress? Feel like birds keep eating your seeds. Don't seem to be growing in your recovery? Russ how did you get your tree to grow and produce fruit? Attitude that's how! Russ gives you some tools on how to grow a new attitude!

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Episode 23 - What about personal responsibility?

Dose calling it "sex addiction" Take away some personal responsibility? Once and addict always an addict right? Russ talks about the attitude reactions needed to break those chains that keep us in slavery.

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Episode 23 - What about personal responsibility?

Dose calling it "sex addiction" Take away some personal responsibility? Once and addict always an addict right? Russ talks about the attitude reactions needed to break those chains that keep us in slavery.

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Episode 23 - What about personal responsibility?

Dose calling it "sex addiction" Take away some personal responsibility? Once and addict always an addict right? Russ talks about the attitude reactions needed to break those chains that keep us in slavery.

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Episode 22 - why? and how?

ASI April 2006 is number one in addiction on iTunes Why is that? How come this show is marked Explicit? Who is Russ Shaw?

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Episode 22 - why? and how?

ASI April 2006 is number one in addiction on iTunes Why is that? How come this show is marked Explicit? Who is Russ Shaw?

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Episode 22 - why? and how?

ASI April 2006 is number one in addiction on iTunes Why is that? How come this show is marked Explicit? Who is Russ Shaw?

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Episode 21 Meet The Bomb Squad!

 Russ sits down with the captain of a bomb squad. Pastor Dan Hazen who talks about healing and equipping.  Turning on the lights and sirens arriving on the bloody seen of this very real 50% divorce rate medical supplies ready! How do we love the sinner and hate the sin when a loved one or a sibling in our family is reeling in pain? Are there bandages for those hearts emotionally bleeding all over the place?

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Episode 21 Meet The Bomb Squad!

 Russ sits down with the captain of a bomb squad. Pastor Dan Hazen who talks about healing and equipping.  Turning on the lights and sirens arriving on the bloody seen of this very real 50% divorce rate medical supplies ready! How do we love the sinner and hate the sin when a loved one or a sibling in our family is reeling in pain? Are there bandages for those hearts emotionally bleeding all over the place?

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Episode 21 Meet The Bomb Squad!

 Russ sits down with the captain of a bomb squad. Pastor Dan Hazen who talks about healing and equipping.  Turning on the lights and sirens arriving on the bloody seen of this very real 50% divorce rate medical supplies ready! How do we love the sinner and hate the sin when a loved one or a sibling in our family is reeling in pain? Are there bandages for those hearts emotionally bleeding all over the place?

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Episode 20 Tick Tock - You can defuse the bomb you can change the future!

Russ talks to those affected by Sexual acting out as well as the offenders them selves and those is denial. The Bomb is ticking! tick tock Russ's bombs went off more than once each devastating blow more damaging than the next! You can defuse the bomb you can change the future!

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Episode 20 Tick Tock - You can defuse the bomb you can change the future!

Russ talks to those affected by Sexual acting out as well as the offenders them selves and those is denial. The Bomb is ticking! tick tock Russ's bombs went off more than once each devastating blow more damaging than the next! You can defuse the bomb you can change the future!

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Episode 20 Tick Tock - You can defuse the bomb you can change the future!

Russ talks to those affected by Sexual acting out as well as the offenders them selves and those is denial. The Bomb is ticking! tick tock Russ's bombs went off more than once each devastating blow more damaging than the next! You can defuse the bomb you can change the future!

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Episode 19 Take a Bullet - Has Infidelity affected you? Has the bomb gone off? Is One Ticking? Part 2 of 2

James T. Brooke talks about the hours the days or weeks after the bomb has gone off in his Book Take a Bullet Have you been caught cheating? Has some one you love "Fell" in the area of sexual integrity? This power full book talks about the raw emotional pain of an affair and what happens next. You love or feel you loved this person so where do we go now?

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Episode 19 Take a Bullet - Has Infidelity affected you? Has the bomb gone off? Is One Ticking? Part 2 of 2

James T. Brooke talks about the hours the days or weeks after the bomb has gone off in his Book Take a Bullet Have you been caught cheating? Has some one you love "Fell" in the area of sexual integrity? This power full book talks about the raw emotional pain of an affair and what happens next. You love or feel you loved this person so where do we go now?

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Episode 19 Take a Bullet - Has Infidelity affected you? Has the bomb gone off? Is One Ticking? Part 2 of 2

James T. Brooke talks about the hours the days or weeks after the bomb has gone off in his Book Take a Bullet Have you been caught cheating? Has some one you love "Fell" in the area of sexual integrity? This power full book talks about the raw emotional pain of an affair and what happens next. You love or feel you loved this person so where do we go now?

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Episode 18 - Take a Bullet - Has Infidelity affected you? Has the bomb gone off? Is OneTicking? Part 1 of 2

James T. Brooke talks about the hours the days or weeks after the bomb has gone off. The Open wounds of heartbreak are very real and what you do in these moments will affect the rest of your life. James & Celia Brooke and Russ & Dana Shaw Talk about The book Take a Bullet.

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Episode 18 - Take a Bullet - Has Infidelity affected you? Has the bomb gone off? Is OneTicking? Part 1 of 2

James T. Brooke talks about the hours the days or weeks after the bomb has gone off. The Open wounds of heartbreak are very real and what you do in these moments will affect the rest of your life. James & Celia Brooke and Russ & Dana Shaw Talk about The book Take a Bullet.

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Episode 18 - Take a Bullet - Has Infidelity affected you? Has the bomb gone off? Is OneTicking? Part 1 of 2

James T. Brooke talks about the hours the days or weeks after the bomb has gone off. The Open wounds of heartbreak are very real and what you do in these moments will affect the rest of your life. James & Celia Brooke and Russ & Dana Shaw Talk about The book Take a Bullet.

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Episode 17 The Bomb goes off!

Sex or Porn Addiction? what about infidelity? The Bomb goes off! or the bomb is going to go off soon if your don't get your addiction under control. Is it time to call in the bomb squad? The cheating spouse is only a part of the problem. A major part to be sure. Have the courage to contain the blast!

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Episode 17 The Bomb goes off!

Sex or Porn Addiction? what about infidelity? The Bomb goes off! or the bomb is going to go off soon if your don't get your addiction under control. Is it time to call in the bomb squad? The cheating spouse is only a part of the problem. A major part to be sure. Have the courage to contain the blast!

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Episode 17 The Bomb goes off!

Sex or Porn Addiction? what about infidelity? The Bomb goes off! or the bomb is going to go off soon if your don't get your addiction under control. Is it time to call in the bomb squad? The cheating spouse is only a part of the problem. A major part to be sure. Have the courage to contain the blast!

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Episode 16 - Getting the treasure of understanding, discernment and wisdom

Communicating your heart a daring endeavor indeed. The rush of actually finding out who you are,  what your going through and communicating that in community can be a bigger rush then bungee jumping or skydiving. Don't wait until your life and family are splattered on the rocks to feel alive.

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Episode 16 - Getting the treasure of understanding, discernment and wisdom

Communicating your heart a daring endeavor indeed. The rush of actually finding out who you are,  what your going through and communicating that in community can be a bigger rush then bungee jumping or skydiving. Don't wait until your life and family are splattered on the rocks to feel alive.

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Episode 16 - Getting the treasure of understanding, discernment and wisdom

Communicating your heart a daring endeavor indeed. The rush of actually finding out who you are,  what your going through and communicating that in community can be a bigger rush then bungee jumping or skydiving. Don't wait until your life and family are splattered on the rocks to feel alive.

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Episode 15 - Attitude Attitude Attitude!

Episode 15 - Sex and porn addiction? Attitude Attitude Attitude! If the robber came to kill seal and destroy and Jesus came to give live to the full then why are we stuck in sexual sin? John 10:10 What dose that mean! Find out how your life and the struggle can be the greatest adventure you will ever experince.

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Episode 15 - Attitude Attitude Attitude!

Episode 15 - Sex and porn addiction? Attitude Attitude Attitude! If the robber came to kill seal and destroy and Jesus came to give live to the full then why are we stuck in sexual sin? John 10:10 What dose that mean! Find out how your life and the struggle can be the greatest adventure you will ever experince.

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Episode 15 - Attitude Attitude Attitude!

Episode 15 - Sex and porn addiction? Attitude Attitude Attitude! If the robber came to kill seal and destroy and Jesus came to give live to the full then why are we stuck in sexual sin? John 10:10 What dose that mean! Find out how your life and the struggle can be the greatest adventure you will ever experince.

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Episode 14 - Email driven bonus show

Who are you letting in to the theater in your mind? Who are the actors pounding on the door of your mental theater? Are you letting them perform for you or are you going to make a choice to be like Simon and send them packing? Plus Accountability, 12 step, men's, couples, youth, support and groups, with one is best?

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Episode 14 - Email driven bonus show

Who are you letting in to the theater in your mind? Who are the actors pounding on the door of your mental theater? Are you letting them perform for you or are you going to make a choice to be like Simon and send them packing? Plus Accountability, 12 step, men's, couples, youth, support and groups, with one is best?

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Episode 14 - Email driven bonus show

Who are you letting in to the theater in your mind? Who are the actors pounding on the door of your mental theater? Are you letting them perform for you or are you going to make a choice to be like Simon and send them packing? Plus Accountability, 12 step, men's, couples, youth, support and groups, with one is best?

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Episode 13 - The computer in your head.

Porn and sex addiction is something you do that gives you short term pleasure and in the long term is eroding your long term fulfillment in your own spirit and relationships. Russ calls this your mental hard drive system failure. How is the computer in operating system of your mind and heart running? Reboot and scan your heart and eliminate system failure!

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Episode 13 - The computer in your head.

Porn and sex addiction is something you do that gives you short term pleasure and in the long term is eroding your long term fulfillment in your own spirit and relationships. Russ calls this your mental hard drive system failure. How is the computer in operating system of your mind and heart running? Reboot and scan your heart and eliminate system failure!

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Episode 13 - The computer in your head.

Porn and sex addiction is something you do that gives you short term pleasure and in the long term is eroding your long term fulfillment in your own spirit and relationships. Russ calls this your mental hard drive system failure. How is the computer in operating system of your mind and heart running? Reboot and scan your heart and eliminate system failure!

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Episode 12 - Pushing through Work out determination!

 Muscles getting sore? Dose this work out seem to be to hard to push through? Concentrate on the benefits and remind yourself of this when you start to weaken. Make heart exercise a habit. Habit overcomes habit! Change is pushing your self out of the rut and in to a better way of living! Episode 12

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Episode 12 - Pushing through Work out determination!

 Muscles getting sore? Dose this work out seem to be to hard to push through? Concentrate on the benefits and remind yourself of this when you start to weaken. Make heart exercise a habit. Habit overcomes habit! Change is pushing your self out of the rut and in to a better way of living! Episode 12

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Episode 12 - Pushing through Work out determination!

 Muscles getting sore? Dose this work out seem to be to hard to push through? Concentrate on the benefits and remind yourself of this when you start to weaken. Make heart exercise a habit. Habit overcomes habit! Change is pushing your self out of the rut and in to a better way of living! Episode 12

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Episode 11 - Russ and Dr. Block Ph.D talk about getting Emotionally Naked.

Heart exercise number 4 - Get Emotionally Naked! Joel D. Block, Ph.D Talks about his book Naked Intimacy: How to Increase True Openness in Your Relationship. Sexual behavior is tied to intimacy! Dr. Block entices the reader to take his or her clothes off emotionally with a love partner, a daring and courageous act, to be sure, but one that ultimately brings new vitality and eroticism to a relationship. Episode 11

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Episode 11 - Russ and Dr. Block Ph.D talk about getting Emotionally Naked.

Heart exercise number 4 - Get Emotionally Naked! Joel D. Block, Ph.D Talks about his book Naked Intimacy: How to Increase True Openness in Your Relationship. Sexual behavior is tied to intimacy! Dr. Block entices the reader to take his or her clothes off emotionally with a love partner, a daring and courageous act, to be sure, but one that ultimately brings new vitality and eroticism to a relationship. Episode 11

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Episode 11 - Russ and Dr. Block Ph.D talk about getting Emotionally Naked.

Heart exercise number 4 - Get Emotionally Naked! Joel D. Block, Ph.D Talks about his book Naked Intimacy: How to Increase True Openness in Your Relationship. Sexual behavior is tied to intimacy! Dr. Block entices the reader to take his or her clothes off emotionally with a love partner, a daring and courageous act, to be sure, but one that ultimately brings new vitality and eroticism to a relationship. Episode 11

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Episode 10 - Heart exercise 3 response to email.

Heart exercise number 3 Russ responses to email. Did I have to hit rock bottom? How do I repent with out destroying my marriage and family? Internet filters or throw out the computer? Sex or porn addiction is heart disease but not of the heart that pumps blood but the one that is at the core of who you are! Episode 10

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Episode 10 - Heart exercise 3 response to email.

Heart exercise number 3 Russ responses to email. Did I have to hit rock bottom? How do I repent with out destroying my marriage and family? Internet filters or throw out the computer? Sex or porn addiction is heart disease but not of the heart that pumps blood but the one that is at the core of who you are! Episode 10

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Episode 10 - Heart exercise 3 response to email.

Heart exercise number 3 Russ responses to email. Did I have to hit rock bottom? How do I repent with out destroying my marriage and family? Internet filters or throw out the computer? Sex or porn addiction is heart disease but not of the heart that pumps blood but the one that is at the core of who you are! Episode 10

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Episode 9 - Work out your Heart part 2 Sex or porn addiction recovery.

Episode 9 - Work out your Heart Part 2 Get in the gym and do some cardio! compulsive sexual behavior is one of the top risk factors for heart disease. This addiction is heart disease! Not of the heart that pumps blood but the one that is at the core of who you are! Good news is that it's a risk factor that you can do something about!

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Episode 9 - Work out your Heart part 2 Sex or porn addiction recovery.

Episode 9 - Work out your Heart Part 2 Get in the gym and do some cardio! compulsive sexual behavior is one of the top risk factors for heart disease. This addiction is heart disease! Not of the heart that pumps blood but the one that is at the core of who you are! Good news is that it's a risk factor that you can do something about!

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Episode 9 - Work out your Heart part 2 Sex or porn addiction recovery.

Episode 9 - Work out your Heart Part 2 Get in the gym and do some cardio! compulsive sexual behavior is one of the top risk factors for heart disease. This addiction is heart disease! Not of the heart that pumps blood but the one that is at the core of who you are! Good news is that it's a risk factor that you can do something about!

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Episode 8 - Exercise your heart there is battle over it! Sex or porn addiction recovery.

Get in the gym and do some cardio! Sexually compulsive behavior is one of the top risk factors for heart disease. This addiction is heart disease! Not of the heart that pumps blood but the one that is at the core of who you are! Good news is that it's a risk factor that you can do something about!

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Episode 8 - Exercise your heart there is battle over it! Sex or porn addiction recovery.

Get in the gym and do some cardio! Sexually compulsive behavior is one of the top risk factors for heart disease. This addiction is heart disease! Not of the heart that pumps blood but the one that is at the core of who you are! Good news is that it's a risk factor that you can do something about!

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Episode 8 - Exercise your heart there is battle over it! Sex or porn addiction recovery.

Get in the gym and do some cardio! Sexually compulsive behavior is one of the top risk factors for heart disease. This addiction is heart disease! Not of the heart that pumps blood but the one that is at the core of who you are! Good news is that it's a risk factor that you can do something about!

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Episode 7 - Porn addiction? Make a Real heart inspired Resolution.

Sex or Porn Addiction? make a real heart inspired resolution. New Years Resolutions come and go but a real resolution is firm determination. On Jan 1st or June 1st be resolute! Here Russ talks about 7 definitions of the word resolution and how they relate to overcoming porn addiction.

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Episode 7 - Porn addiction? Make a Real heart inspired Resolution.

Sex or Porn Addiction? make a real heart inspired resolution. New Years Resolutions come and go but a real resolution is firm determination. On Jan 1st or June 1st be resolute! Here Russ talks about 7 definitions of the word resolution and how they relate to overcoming porn addiction.

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Episode 7 - Porn addiction? Make a Real heart inspired Resolution.

Sex or Porn Addiction? make a real heart inspired resolution. New Years Resolutions come and go but a real resolution is firm determination. On Jan 1st or June 1st be resolute! Here Russ talks about 7 definitions of the word resolution and how they relate to overcoming porn addiction.

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Episode 6 - Your not a sum total of your sin. Truth gets Explicit!

Your not a sum total of your sin. Here Russ talks about the physical problem of sex addiction and the words we attach to sin. Fighting fight our enemy sin with emotional weapons. Merry Christmas!

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Episode 6 - Your not a sum total of your sin. Truth gets Explicit!

Your not a sum total of your sin. Here Russ talks about the physical problem of sex addiction and the words we attach to sin. Fighting fight our enemy sin with emotional weapons. Merry Christmas!

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Episode 5 - Going under the knife with Dr. Gerhart M.D.

Episode 5 Russ and Dr. Clark talk about the doctors book Say Goodbye to Stubborn Sin. A surgeon explains the fleshy nature that holds the keys of  behavior that drives you back to those same old stubborn sins.

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Episode 5 - Going under the knife with Dr. Gerhart M.D.

Episode 5 Russ and Dr. Clark talk about the doctors book Say Goodbye to Stubborn Sin. A surgeon explains the fleshy nature that holds the keys of  behavior that drives you back to those same old stubborn sins.

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Episode 5 - Going under the knife with Dr. Gerhart M.D.

Episode 5 Russ and Dr. Clark talk about the doctors book Say Goodbye to Stubborn Sin. A surgeon explains the fleshy nature that holds the keys of  behavior that drives you back to those same old stubborn sins.

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Episode 4 - Porn addiction The lion the red lizard and the quicksand

Identify the enemy. Here Russ draws some powerful emotional word pictures to address the forces holding you in bondage to slavery of sex or porn addiction.

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Episode 4 - Porn addiction The lion the red lizard and the quicksand

Identify the enemy. Here Russ draws some powerful emotional word pictures to address the forces holding you in bondage to slavery of sex or porn addiction.

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Episode 4 - Porn addiction The lion the red lizard and the quicksand

Identify the enemy. Here Russ draws some powerful emotional word pictures to address the forces holding you in bondage to slavery of sex or porn addiction.

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Episode 3 ASI - The Reason

Episode 3 Are your Ready to stop! The Reason.

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Episode 3 ASI - The Reason

Episode 3 Are your Ready to stop! The Reason.

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Episode 3 ASI - The Reason

Episode 3 Are your Ready to stop! The Reason.

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Episode 6 - Your not a sum total of your sin. Truth gets Explicit!

Your not a sum total of your sin. Here Russ talks about the physical problem of sex addiction and the words we attach to sin. Fighting fight our enemy sin with emotional weapons. Merry Christmas!

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Episode 2 Attitudes of sexual integrity! Don't believe the lie! pornography addition.

Russ Shaw Takes on the lies Don't belive the lies that hold you in bondage of slavery of sex addition. Episode 2

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Episode 2 Attitudes of sexual integrity! Don't believe the lie! pornography addition.

Russ Shaw Takes on the lies Don't belive the lies that hold you in bondage of slavery of sex addition. Episode 2

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Episode 2 Attitudes of sexual integrity! Don't believe the lie! pornography addition.

Russ Shaw Takes on the lies Don't belive the lies that hold you in bondage of slavery of sex addition. Episode 2

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Episode 1 Attitudes of sexual integrity! - Hope for the sexually addicted.

Here Russ talks some about his journey to sex addition recovery and helps equip you with the weapons needed to fight this war with your own will. Experience the freedom of sexual self control.

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Episode 1 Attitudes of sexual integrity! - Hope for the sexually addicted.

Here Russ talks some about his journey to sex addition recovery and helps equip you with the weapons needed to fight this war with your own will. Experience the freedom of sexual self control.

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Episode 1 Attitudes of sexual integrity! - Hope for the sexually addicted.

Here Russ talks some about his journey to sex addition recovery and helps equip you with the weapons needed to fight this war with your own will. Experience the freedom of sexual self control.

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