as i get accustomed to just jabbering into a microphone, these will become longer and hopefully more coherent.
this goes over the time during my absense.
thanks for sticking with me. welcome new readers/listeners.
i’ve dug out the computer in the bedroom from stuff of doc’s that we haven’t found a place for yet. these should become more [...]Listen | Listen in your iPhone | Download | View full cache | Visit Website
she asked, she started itcheck it out, i found another one about dead friendships!Listen | Listen in your iPhone | Download | View full cache | Visit Website
blog 003this blog deals with why i’ve been neglecting this podcast. contains a story about my cat and thoughts of motherhood.Listen | Listen in your iPhone | Download | View full cache | Visit Website
grantedthis piece is recent, it’s about my last girlfriend.Listen | Listen in your iPhone | Download | View full cache | Visit Website
crybabythis piece is barely weeks old. it marked the leaving of my writer’s block. and it is the first time i’ve really written about my marriage.Listen | Listen in your iPhone | Download | View full cache | Visit Website
blog 002 - hamsterthis one deals mainly with my hamster, Spot, and her OCD behavior and how i deal with it. how fun!Listen | Listen in your iPhone | Download | View full cache | Visit Website
prima anawherein i speak of other lost friendshipsListen | Listen in your iPhone | Download | View full cache | Visit Website
we’re all mad herewhat to say, i’m a head case. here’s some words about it.Listen | Listen in your iPhone | Download | View full cache | Visit Website
kasey’s dolli’ve found a new/old book of poetry that i thought was gone forever. most of the poems in it are old, but there are a few from the year after my baby sister, kasey, died. this is one of them.Listen | Listen in your iPhone | Download | View full cache | Visit Website
audio blog 1on water heaters and being glad to be a renter.Listen | Listen in your iPhone | Download | View full cache | Visit Website
fighting with scarsmy will to live wavers wtih my mood. this was on the way up from a real low down.
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scent trustanother with an inexplicable title. from a bad time when i had to hold up both mine and doc’s ends while keeping a relationship with a wonderful girl. this seems to be the only poem from it’s time. that may be a good thing. things were just completely sideways.
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somethingcidalhere’s some anger i have bottled up about something other than ex friends. variety. finally.
this could be triggering to survivors of abuse.
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this boxi have this chapbook of poems that are me-centric that i never published. so i’m adding the work from it to this podcast.
ever feel folded and moldy?
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can’t be everythingsometimes i feel like supergirl.
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just a girlanother one about friendships dying and all that angst and rot.
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on a personal noteas if all my work isn’t personal. please.
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you feelthis is from one of my stays in a mental hospital. i found it with some pages i’d been given to write on. i don’t remember that or the pad the pages were torn from. i’m assuming this came as the meds started to work.
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jackassthis is about a poet guy from a while ago who pissed me off. so i wrote about it.
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the pussy poemno, i won’t post the words to it, you’ll just have to follow along like the subscribers do.the explanation for this piece is in the episode, just listen to it already.Listen | Listen in your iPhone | Download | View full cache | Visit Website
hook linea piece about an old friend who did not leave well. and i did not let go even better. this is one i still identify with enough to really get into reading it out loud. i also like the manic pace of it. it’s fun to read it.Listen | Listen in your iPhone | Download | View full cache | Visit Website
audio welcomehere’s an audio welcome greeting. it’s meant for those who download me but don’t come to the page. but i guess if you’re reading this, you can listen to it as well. hee.Listen | Listen in your iPhone | Download | View full cache | Visit Website
excuse me, myth?this is a musical offering from a guy named jDev. the piece is “excuse me myth”. it’s a good piece. he uses a lot of vocal effects, but since he took this from a recording of the piece, he did great with it.Listen | Listen in your iPhone | Download | View full cache | Visit Website
the hauntingthe haunting
in the dream there was a message
scrolling across my screen
my TV
my newspapers
it was you
asking please if i could stop
asking please if we could stop
if we could restart
everywhere i looked
it was you.
and it was probably him that put me in mind
and today i don’t want to be in mind
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why you call me that?why you call me that?
so why are you so afraid?
does my touch burn you so easily?
you’re not afraid
so you claim
just a stranger in my bed
i’ll be honest here,
if just to
get the ball rolling:
i’m scared spitless of
making you run. and
you were so cute last night
(a mere three hours ago)
claiming i could say anything
nothing would shock you
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cydniey - distractionDistractionAnother distractionA speedy transactionMy mind goes through with itselfTurn the focus to somethingSome oneSome whereThat doesn’t hurt or conflictAnd be carefulLet the wheels spinDon’t try to stop themJust back away slowlyI won’t make you stayMy distractionsTransient actionsThat push the confusion awayTurn the focus to somehowSome waySome timeThat doesn’t make me acheAnd step lightlyDon’t wake the [...]Listen | Listen in your iPhone | Download | View full cache | Visit Website
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